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« on: September 18, 2006, 11:45:58 AM »

Definition : Psi Vampires are people who suck energy.  Psi Vamps directly or indirectly drain energy from all those around them . This is inherently negative and harmful behaviour .

Psi vamps are not born that way .Psi vamps tend to become active in this behaviour during pre pubescence . They develop this anti social behaviour due to circumstances in their life . They often mature and stop this parasitic practice . In cases of mental illness or emotional disturbances a person may prolong this behaviour indefinitely . Medication and therapy may be of great help . But some may instead choose to hunt and harvest with malicious intentions . 

Co -dependent relationships exist wherein the psi vamp has a tirade and the partner feeds them . All human beings may be needly in times of crisis and suck energy as in the case of the terminally ill and the recently bereaved . Certainly newborns and young toddlers require a great deal of energy and demand it .During times of crisis,  people can become really needy of energy . We can depend upon the love and support of friends and relatives .

 But the psi vampire is not seeking short term energy though . The difference is that the psi vamp is not very young or very ill . They push their lives into crisis after crisis to wreak havoc and demand attention .

Psi vamps degradate the human to be feasted upon in such a way that it cannot be construed to be anything other than a negative act which depletes the immune system of the weak and the unaware and brings on medical and spiriitual maladies . This provokes a karmic debt to such a victim  because it is an inherently selfish act of non love .

What humans do in love and light unites us to our higher self and guardian angel . What we do to harm another unites us to our lower self and guardian demon .  Psi Vamps often become victims themselves as a consequence of their negativity and become demonically attached . When their vibration becomes low enough they will no longer be able to see clairvoyantly or  project .They will lose thier clairaudient connection to their higher self and hear only the lower self rising . It is a vicious cycle .

Psi vamps also tend to exert a drain of energy around them by their temperament even when they do not harvest the energy . There is an uneasiness as people skirt around them like walking on eggshells waiting for the next event . They prevent the opportune exchange of ideas to promote learning or success and divert attention to themselves instead . They are not capable of harvesting the subtracted energy which they have thus drained from other's enlightenment process and it is wasted . Psi vamps waste a lot of energy . When a cloud of emotion is provoked it is not as easy to take it in and much of it is just lost .

Psi Vamps can help themselves by recognising their behaviour and learning methods to control and arrest it .The first step in a solution is to become aware of being a psi vamp and then seeking help to prevent parasitic behaviours . Therapy and counseling can help the person develop relationships that thrive .  Psi vamping can be discontinued by changing the behaviour which can be assisted through counseling and therapy too .

For our daily energy needs , it is best to raise this ourself  because vamping energy makes both the psi vampire and the host weaker . Deep cleanse , drink lots of water , exercise , and learn to raise energy daily . Also learn to give time and energy , the more we give to others,  the more we build up our own storage centres so that they can hold more . Psi Vamps  can learn to raise their own energy too .  There is inexhaustible energy in the universe . A psi vamp may raise energy at will from the earth and stop harvesting the living . Learning techniques to raise energy is simple to do . NEW tutorials for example are free at this link ; http://www.astraldynamics.com/tutorials/?BoardID=18 Here is another method to raise energy ; http://www.astralsociety.com/as/Forum/index.php/topic,15343.0.html

Victims can help themselves by increasing their own energy and developing their energy body . Their drain will not hurt as badly if you  have sufficient energy and shielding is even more effective on a strong energy body . Unfortunately the weakest ones are those that are most easily harvested . People who are empathic and sensitive also make easy victims . We are trying on forums like these to become more sensitive to energy . So we find ourselves more aware also of those that remove it without consent . Victims can move away and avoid psi vamps . Victims can shield before any energy work , before sleeping  and whenever they feel threatened .

All humans can  learn Reiki or spiritual healing . When you draw in energy from the crown prana or  the earth , you can send it from the heart to  your palms to help heal sick animals and friends . This does not replace the need for medical treatment of course but it helps builds up their  immune system and it eases their pain and distress. When we learn to pass energy in that way , we do not give them our own energy, instead  we become a channel through which energy flows . This in turn  builds up your own energy body .

Symptoms a Psi Vampires might notice about themselves :
* anxiety
* depression
* reduced immune system
* lack of creativity
* burning sensation on the flesh like saltwater on a sunburn
* night terrors
* nightmares
* insomnia
* mood swings
* dropping emotional bombs - saving up the bad news to drop it without softening the blow
* sabotaging own relationships
* showboating and grandstanding
* impulsive behaviour that embaresses themselves later
* taking negative attention by manipulation and staging
* self destructive tendencies
* failure to maintain a job , study or a relationship
* being a one way friend who takes more than they give
* bringing nothing to the table in a relationship being overly needy
* calling up friends only to vent
* being unable to listen to the problems of others
* going to someone's home just to blow off steam and leave a stink
* substance abuse
* neg attachments

Symptoms a victim of  psi vamping might notice ;
* unusual rage
* uncharacteristic confusion
* unprovoked depression and anxiety
* inability to concentrate or focus
* reduced immune system
* feeling perturbed and anxious in the presence of the psi vamps in their life
* feeling much better after the psi vamp leaves
* having nightmares about being attacked , sucked , drained
* nightmares about bats , mosquitoes , vampires
* insomnia
* night terrors
* nightmares
* when under severe attack , the skin may burn like an infected sunburn or sunpoisoning commonly on the lower arms and behind the neck

Some examples  of Psi Vamp Attacks :
On a forum :
* daily harvesting of internet sites - some lurk just to suck
* imbedding negative energy into threads just to provoke angst , rage and fear and then harvesting from each member who replies
* seeking high vibration texts which have been imbedded to raise the vibration of others and draining them intentionally
* stirring fights , trolling , debating , causing angst and anxiety which releases energy the vamp sucks but ultimately wastes it

In a relationship :
* stealing the day -when it is someone else's big event ie wedding , graduation , birthday , the psi vamp stages a big stink
* dropping the emotional bomb -coming over to a relatives home just to dump emotional garbage and then sucking in the pity vibe
* putting more on the plate than they can handle - taking on too many problems .If life is good ,they make trouble to get attention
* breaking all the rules just to get attention
* seeking negative attention from family ,friends , work by non conforming behaviour which incites badwill
* inciting rage to eat the cloud of energy
* provoking sadness and pity for their condition to eat the energy
* sucking constantly so that the victim is unaware of how bad it is until they leave that relationship
* staging events to get attention
* manipulating one person against another to harvest the energy wasted in the fight
* a friend who your other friends refuse to hang with
* a person who comes into the room and others leave because of it
* a person who won't listen to your problems but wants to dump their own on your shoulders
* unbalanced relationships that are not give and take but selfish and one way

In a crowd ;
* the psi vamp gives us the creeps
* we get a bad vibe
* they bring down the energy in a room when they walk in
* people move away from them on a subway seat or bus stop bench
* they lack light clairvoyantly, they do not exude light they suck it in
 
Methods of Attack :

All relationships form cords . These can be temporary such as the exchange between self and wait staff or check out clerk . These can be mutually supporting as in thriving family or friend relationships . Cords can be destructive as in the case of a criminal attack , an adversary or a stalker . These can be draining as in the case of a cord to a psi vamp . Cords can be cut , removed and healed .

* inserting a energy cord into the victim's aura or heart and sucking off it whenever they choose .
* entering  the dreamscape and chasing the victim to  eat the frightened ones energy
* stirring up emotions of rage , anger , sadness and fear to suck in the cloud of emotional energy
* projecting to a victim's home and standing behind them to drain them
* joining a group just to suck energy
* going to a spiritual retreat , circle or psychic fair etc just to suck energy
* sending emails or PMs and following the line of communication to suck
* working in a place that feeds them energy ie prison guards , psych hospital wardens , police stations , hospitals , schools , sports
* forming sexually abusive relationships
* forming gangs of projectors who attack in dreamstate

Methods of Protection :
* ignore , do not take the bait
* be calm and talk quietly , leave if they begin to shout
* do not mirror them and escalate the situation
* put a psi shield over yourself
* give them the energy with love and light when  you choose  , take control of the situation
* pray for them
* talk to them and tell them to leave you alone
* influence their higher self to heal them
* urge them to seek counseling
* make them aware of the problem and offer to help
* deep cleanse with breathing  and lots of water
* watch your own ways , make all your ways bring peace
* read about psi vamps and educate yourself
* watch for the symptoms and avoid those relationships
* learn to say no , don't give them your time and energy
* do not accept the cord of a psi vamp
* remove the cords that hurt you 
* learn to shield

Shielding :
* deep cleanse breathing daily
* drink lots of water
* make good choices of love and light
* raising energy daily
* prayers of protection
* visualisations and manifestations of energy shields ie eggs of light around you , home , family , bike , car ,  class , school ,work
* blankets of psi or white light
* remove negative cords
* be conscious of who you allow into your car , your home , your heart
* daily remove junk cords formed by community encounters ;
* deep cleanse and blow them away thru the powerful heart chakra
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« Reply #1 on: September 18, 2006, 11:54:12 AM »

Commonly read myths on the nets about Vamps . This is what a vamp wants their food host to think ;
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Vampyrism starts out merely as powerful ability with energy manipulation
Some people actually
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« Reply #2 on: September 27, 2006, 08:07:36 AM »

Call me Count Fendico then,

I am a vamp. I have known this for a while but i do not steal energy, i find myself drained a lot.

I use energy raising, (recently) yoga poses and deep breathing to control the energy, slowly i  find myself less drained every day, and i cant wait until its the other way around, which eventually will.

When I loose it, and become angry at a person, i finish oddly envigorated with sometimes large amounts of sudden energy (besides the adrenalin), in a way it sucks because keeping anger inside is hard, but now i know why i can't do it so i deal with it some other way.

When i was a kid or a very young teen i used to drain people without knowing, i remember a kid who i mocked in junior high gave me the same strong energy rushed i feel today, i feel like perhaps i drained him more than other kids naturally drain and not suprisingly the kid had some problems later on that year. I was aware that i was "energized" when he got sad or angry; i was never much of a bully but hey Sad

  Ironically i did start the first yahoo (the old google for me) searches becuase of cartoons like Dragon ball Z (chi is used) and others, and i felt in the body strongly energy, I felt like doing a search. Never took much fruit.

Months later 9/11 happened, and after making vauge connections between extra-political organizations and occult groups, I even if 14 realized that I could never know anything for sure if I didnt discover the truths of occultism and how they related to our "daily lives". At least thats what started it.
From then on it's all history but i discovered many random facts of energy and occultism and slowly everything organized in my head. I remember that same year using the "air" to heat my body in cold classrooms, i would absorb energy from the air and use it, not from people.
   Now days i stll heat myself with energy but for all my life i couldnt alter it, it started at the shoulders and spread. Very recently (this weeks) ive been able to "start" the heat vibe from other points, I attribute it to yoga poses i'm doing now that remove blocks (sometimes a block can block you from removing blocks, so you need other methods than direct energy manipulation). I became a scholary kid and very quiet so I didnt drain people but i was always drained becuase i didnt suck energy by mocking or messing with people.

 So this has been my testament as a kind of vamp.
 
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