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[auegamma]

Two parts, short one and a detailed one.

SHORT version, please read as first:

Basics:
I have a problem, my base chakra is being poisoned by negativity, the energy body part under the 2'nd chakra (between 1'st and 2'nd chakra) is all filled with really cold water energy type, the space between the two types of energy is a type of a void, there are seals set to prevent the negative energy to spread forward to the upper parts, but it prevents complex energy work as well, the base chakra itself is not responding to any types of energy work.

Intermediate:
In the energy body there is a bunch of different negative "fish", piranha type of aggressive thing, dark purple, they can swim from the outside of the energy body to the energy pathways, they are a pain to fight, negative memories are floating around the base chakra.

Really hard part:
The base chakra is... being "protected" by 3 or 4 reddish / scarlet type of orbs, they came to be after some work was done on the base chakra, and they are there to keep the base chakra how it is.

It looks like if the base chakra was in a hole, filled with water and it's basically... dead, not working nor responding to anything.

For more information, please read forward.

LONG version:

Basic information:
All the news were provided to me by my fiance, which is developing her spiritual self really well, she helped me with getting rid of some other stuff from my energy body with a success, but she is new to the whole concept of getting rid of negative energy blocks, so it will be hard for her to deal with my problem, and I want to avoid her being hurt, but more about it in the Hard part section.

Yes, I know more or less how I got there, I'm responsible for the whole problem and I have to do something about it, but this problem is beyond my own understanding and the ability to do something about it, thus, I ask You for Your expertise, You are dealing with the topic of spiritual development more years then I have lived till this day, so You are much more experienced then I am, thus, I came to You in search for help, I understand that this is my problem by my own doing, so I will have to do the whole work, but please, guide me and shed some light to this topic, so at the end of the day everyone's happy and satisfied with the work done.

Intermediate:
The energy pathways are like a cave type of things, really cold, dark and filled with water, these piranha type of beings are floating everywhere BUT the surrounding of the base chakra, they are a squashy type of... something... negative all around.

It looks like it would match Robert Monroes description of some ocean of negativity, black and cold ocean filled with "fish" which come and bite if they notice any movement, if someone fights them, more come, but here, it looks like I'm partially in the ocean, so pumping out the water from the energy system is pointless, more water will flow, so the work which needs to be done is to work with the base chakra to raise it's energy vibration, but there is more to it then just that.

The interesting part is that the upper body is filled with blueish energy, while the lover parts are filled with orange / brown type of energy.

Hard part:
The red orbs are there for the kill, the "fish" are there to scare away unaware beings, but the red orbs are there to kill those that know what they are doing.

My fiance didn't see these lights when she came to the base chakra the first time, she touched the pallets, send some energy and moved on to see other parts of the energy body, when she came back she noticed the red lights, some of them were attached to the wall of the energy body, while others were floating around the base chakra, there was a total of about 3 or 4 of them, I saw 4... my fiance didn't touch them, but I feel fear when thinking about them.

My fiance is able to talk with her Guardian Angel, she knows from him what to do to make the base chakra work once again, but... he refuses to come even close to the red orbs, they are beyond his ability to fight them, and that's bad enough.

As he said, there has to be protective barrier established around the whole lower energy body, so that the water doesn't come in as well these "fish", I would have to cope with the negative energy around the base chakra and together we would be able to work with the base chakra, but...

The point:
I have to do something to get rid of the red orbs in the first place, and I have no idea how to do it, other then asking Archangels or even Gods, so I came here to ask.

What I did yesterday was concentrating on the golden and silver light or energy, to raise my energy body vibration and to be able to connect with good Gods (golden light) and Angels or Archangels (silver light), I closed my eyes and about 20 minutes went by, but at the end I had REALLY negative visions, it wasn't gore or anything, just visions of unimaginable horror forms and shapes, I don't know if I loosened up a seal allowing negative energy to flow in or is it a self defence type of reaction of the red orbs.

Finish:
Please help, I want to be healthy not for my own personal gain, but so that I will be a good life partner for my fiance, I don't want her to worry about me, and I don't want her to get hurt because of my mistakes... I can't put in words how much I love her and I want to be here for her whenever she would need me, but for now, I'm a burden to her with all my problems, and I want to change that, even if it require a lot from me, I love her and I'm dedicated to her.


For all Your time, I'm really thankfull.
Love and light!
All the best to You all! :D

[Aunt Clair]

hmm whoah 
Can you meet me on skype ?
I would like to take a look and offer some help .

[Leswan]

Hey Auegamma,

Just a really quick response as my time is scarce at the moment, but I really want to write something....

Please remember to love yourself like you would love a new born baby, like you would love your own new born baby. Innocent, perfect, and brimming with potential.

Apply this mind set before all meditation and energy work and especially as you call down help.

My energy blockage was healed through following an instruction that appeared in my memory as something that had been spoken to me, but which I had never heard - if that makes sense! A key to receiving these messages is to really learn to love yourself, and the way I learned to do this was by considering the love that is evoked by witnessing new born babies!! Anything less than this sense of love and peace in meditation limits the heights you reach in meditation.

I hope that this is of some assistance. I know it may read as wishy-washy advice, but I can not overstate the importance of love when meditating. Love.

I truly believe that we are all capable of being guided to our highest potential through love, meditation and service. Service in the form of self development is service to all of humanity. Honestly, all barriers can be overcome through the dogged pursuit of YOUR truth. Who are you? Who are you to the creator?

Best wishes and lots of LOVE!!!

Matt

[auegamma]

Thanks for Your input Leswan / Matt :D You gave few interesting ideas, I'll have to check them out :D

Aunt Clair, sure, I'll be online on Skype during the night, just have to take some coffee xD

If that dosn't work out, what would be the best time for You to have a meeting on Skype?

[Tom]

The sound isn't working on my computer now, but I found a video on YouTube for the mantra of the Hindu Goddess Durga. One of her main functions is protection from evil.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M5fHFonbhew

The mantra is short and it is repeated 54 times, according to the description.

[auegamma]

Thanks Tom! :D
I'll check it right away! :D

I misspelled the word fiancE, I have a fiancEE, I'm really sorry for that mistake.

New information!
All provided by my fiancee and her Angel.

What's up with the red orbs?
- They are similar to the all well known "ghost" type red orbs, but just in shape, they are way more dense, way more dangerous, just as fast and way bigger problem.

- These orbs are like a thoughtform, sigil or a servitor, basically, they are programmed to do something, so they can be fooled using that program, pattern. If they can be attracted to something, making them leave their post long enough, then some work could be done on the base chakra, lifting it's energy vibration rate, thus, leaving that "black ocean", which is the main idea here.

- They come and go sometimes, but they are usually "on the watch", it is time and energy consuming to determin when and for how long they are gone. Due to the energy consumming cold water filling the energy channels, it's bad enough to even be there.

- These things come from the lowest level of... Hell, basically, under the "black ocean" there is a earthly type of place, from there these orbs come from, and there is nothing lower then the earthly type place... And yes, somehow I managed to contact that level...

- Something is keeping these orbs there, so if the reason would be found and dealt with, these orbs would have no reason to stay there, thus, energy work could be done on the base chakra.


As for other methods of dealing with the red orbs:
- Closing them in a strong enough energy barrier and moving them far far away, create another barrier around the energy body so that they would not be able to come back. The problem is, these orbs are really small, fast and dangerous, so creating these barriers would have to be done on a distance. If, for some reason, these barriers would not last, or creating the second barrier would take too much time, then, these orbs would turn on their "seek and destroy" mode... very bad...

- Really time and energy consuming would be changing the red orbs into something else, it would require a being capable of really advanced energy manipulation, capable to cope with energy type higher then the golden energy. As my fiancee told me, normal people have blueish type of energy, she has golden, her Angel has golden, but even with that, they are not able to change these orbs, because despite their spiritual development, they can't use the higher energy, other then the golden energy.


As for the things I'm doing now to deal with that problem, I'm doing some research, the base chakra is responsible for the physical aspects of life, accepting the physical form, in a poetic way of speaking. So, dealing with that should help a bit, acting properly to the base chakra functions would help as well. Respecting matterial goods, be persistant in doing something (not with or against someone, just plain old doing) and of course, loving    

The odd part is that I'm strong, despite my skinny posture, I can lift a lot with easy, even endurance tests are easy enough to be firm with them. But the greatest problem here is gathering energy from the surrounding. Every human being absorbs some energy from the surrounding, from the earth or plants or even consumed foods, in my case, I absorb the energy of my fiancee. She has a golden energy type, which, basically, helps me stay alive with decent level of performance, but even so, it's still energy vampirism... I can't do a lot of energy manipulation, due to my own shortage of the energy in the energy body, so all the hard and dangerous work has to be done by others, my fiancee included, and that makes me sad even more... I'll have my own deal of hard work here, but needless to say, I don't want anyone to suffer because of me...

Anyway, I'm kind of optimistic, and all Your kind help fills my heart with happiness :)

All the best to You all great people!
Love and light!

P.S. Thanks Admin for making this wonderfull website work again! :D

[Tom]

So long as they are not actual entities, I am wondering if it is possible to use constructs of some sort as bait. There's only 3 of them, so 9 chi balls with heavy shielding and programming to draw them away might keep them busy. It might be best if you created them yourself so that they would have the flavor of your energy, but make sure they are not connected to you. You might even ask Archangel Michael to provide the shielding, and before you take any action you might choose to ask for protection for yourself. I would suggest waiting to see if Aunt Clair thinks this would work first. It sounds like you are saying that these things are just too fast for a person to work around, and my immediate thought was that a person doesn't have to be a target for these things.

[Aunt Clair]

Those are some good ideas to shield Tom.

What makes you think that they are negative Auegamma?

I would love to see you in a reading and see for myself. Its hard to say otherwise.
Orbs can be a number of different things including but not limited to ;

*part of cosmology of self
*red demons of Seth a Kaballahistic qlippoth stage of the demon within
*spirits
*angels
*external demons

[auegamma]

Just a quick reply...

Aunt Clair, anytime You want, wensday and Thursday I have jam packed with classes, but other then that I'm available. I was trying to be available during the weekend but it didn't work out that well. Anyway, I'll write something more in a couple of hours...

Thanks for all Your good wishes!!! :D
Love and light! :D


Wow, I'm back faster then I have expected... To the point:

The idea with Chi Balls is great, even better then great, but there is a downside to it, I have to have enough energy to create 9 Chi Balls in the first place, and this one can be a problem... I do have some energy, but it's still too early to mess with it, I still don't know where does this energy come from in the first place xD So I'll have to find that one out before I'd be able to draw energy from my energy source... Sure as hell I don't want to draw energy from my fiancee...

As for Archangel Michael, hym... that one can help, he was the Archangel which has a sword and a shield, maybe he'll give a hint about how to deal with these orbs or negative energies...

The best part is that I feel good, better then normal, at times even pretty good, looks like actions related with love, acceptance and so on are working, (and my diet, I've changed it) so I'd prefer more constant approach at this point to see how it goes. I really do want to avoid putting anyone in any kind of danger while working even close to these things...

Oh, BTW, Tom, thanks for the YouTube link, I've listened to it more then six time over the whole day, and it looks like it helped in some way which I don't understand :D YAY xD

Thanks for Your all kind words and great ideas!
Love and light to You all!
 :lwfer   

[auegamma]

Quick update.

My energy body "runs" on the golden energy and the blueish energy. My fiancee came back from her conference and she was able to tell the difference. Somehow I managed to raise my energy body vibration and to ask the higher being to send me some energy via the crown chakra. I'm really happy for it but I know I have to do something about my situation.

The idea with the 9 Chi Balls starts to be more realistic then before, YAY!!! :D

Lots of golden energy to You all!!!
Love and light!


Update, part 2:
Looks like it's a time limited thing, there is a lot of different things that may play a role related with the golden energy suply...

[Silver Firefly]

This reminded me of a red orb I saw in a dream I had a few years ago. It was emitting some kind of energy like it was sending it out like a pulse. But in that dream I was running on fear and that caused me to be violent. The red orb definitely affected me in a negative way. I haven't seen it since then. I've no idea if it's similar to what you are experiencing.

[sono]

I have also encountered a red orb - seen with my physical eyes.  It was hovering around in my bedroom one night about a year ago; I could actually make out a darker line running through the centre of it. I didn't feel it was negative (nor really positive!) but that it was observing me.  There was also a misty form at the end of the bed.

[auegamma]

Old topic... I know, but to keep people update, it's all over with.

The problem itself was far more serious then anyone would have expected, but with Gods help it was all over with.

These orbs have their own name, will-whisper or something similar. They were designed to do something and they did what they were told to do, but they had their limitations because of their design.

Chi Balles were the best thing to do, creating a box out of 8 Chi Balls and one Chi Ball as a leading one, the whole procedure was very effective.

As for other information: I'm healthy and safe, on my mind, body and soul.

Special thanks towards Tom (yes, Again xD ) because Your advice was the best, it helped to work with the problem. So, thanks Tom! (yes, Again and Again)

Love, light and happiness to all!
Auegamma

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