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« on: March 03, 2011, 03:27:16 PM »

First of all I would like to thank you all for the loving effort you put into helping us out and for the incredible amount of information you guys have compiled here.
A few years ago I was threatened by a group of people that were close to me and frankly I'm still working my way out of the psychological and spiritual strained they caused so I know I have, at least at one point, been under psychic attack.  I've been a natural psychic since I was a young boy, on and off, and would sporadically astral project at times. Later on I developed habits that would hinder my ability to project naturally but would from time to time under certain conditions have OBEs.
During my younger years I acquired abilities naturally, guided by my own soul and tapped into something I consider important, but after the attack on me I left all spiritual work due to post traumatic stress (namely, fear).
Took me a while to realize I should have kept on meditating like I used to, since I've always had trouble sleeping, so I would deepen myself into a trance to fall asleep and things would go on from there.
I have made recent attempts to astral project but I have had several unpleasant, wildly violent experiences during OBE.  The first time that I recall was when I tried to project around noon. I kept popping out of my body but when I tried to leave my room a growl and a shadow would hit me in such a way that I was thrown around the room.  Not returning to my body I made a few attempts to leave as I thought this was just an incidental thing, maybe a dream or something, but the more I tried the more violent it got.
About two weeks ago I stayed over at a friends house and while meditating I popped out of my body, and saw two small shadows that I at first thought were cats.  I sat on the bed still as I saw the shadows move faster and faster until I caught the attention of one of them which jump at my face and frankly it hurt so much I woke up still feeling the pain on my face.
I'm not scared to try it again, but I know I need guidance and protection. I would also like to know if this has any relation to what happened to me before.
I do pray to Jesus for protection, but I haven't really done any cleansing on myself. Please help.
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« Reply #1 on: March 04, 2011, 06:31:37 AM »

First of all I would like to thank you all for the loving effort you put into helping us out and for the incredible amount of information you guys have compiled here.

Hi Pleshtular, thank you for joining the forum. Welcome.

Aunt Clair and others here have really done a great job of providing a wealth of esoteric knowledge in this forum.

A few years ago I was threatened by a group of people that were close to me and frankly I'm still working my way out of the psychological and spiritual strained they caused so I know I have, at least at one point, been under psychic attack.  

Who were these people - just general friends or part of a spiritual group? If part of a spiritual group, what kind of group was it and what did you experience together? What caused them to threaten you? How did you become aware you were under psychic attack?

During my younger years I acquired abilities naturally, guided by my own soul and tapped into something I consider important, but after the attack on me I left all spiritual work due to post traumatic stress (namely, fear).

What was it that you found that was important? Or do you just mean that spiritual exploration in general was important?

I have made recent attempts to astral project but I have had several unpleasant, wildly violent experiences during OBE.  The first time that I recall was when I tried to project around noon. I kept popping out of my body but when I tried to leave my room a growl and a shadow would hit me in such a way that I was thrown around the room.  Not returning to my body I made a few attempts to leave as I thought this was just an incidental thing, maybe a dream or something, but the more I tried the more violent it got. About two weeks ago I stayed over at a friends house and while meditating I popped out of my body, and saw two small shadows that I at first thought were cats.  I sat on the bed still as I saw the shadows move faster and faster until I caught the attention of one of them which jump at my face and frankly it hurt so much I woke up still feeling the pain on my face.
I'm not scared to try it again, but I know I need guidance and protection. I would also like to know if this has any relation to what happened to me before.

Welcome to my world Brother!! It was a shadow experience similar to that you have described here that kept me within my body for the best part of 2 years. I do understand your fear. But you will overcome it.  encore.gif I can share more with you about my experiences and how I overcame my shadow, if you would like me to.

I do pray to Jesus for protection, but I haven't really done any cleansing on myself. Please help.

Help yourself! I say that flippantly and with a smile, but seriously, help yourself. Why haven't you cleansed yourself? You pray to Jesus for protection... you sound just like I used to, but I have found out, it doesn't work like that. You have to start the ball rolling yourself. If you just sit there being afraid and helpless, you won't get the help you need... I vaguely perceive a principal of metaphysics in action here, but don't have the knowledge or words to fully express it. But your fear acts as a prison in many respects, so you have to do something NOW to begin the process of reclaiming your spiritual power, integrity and freedom.

Very briefly, don't simply ask Jesus for help, but instead acknowledge that Christ is WITHIN you, that Christ surrounds you. It doesn't necessarily have to be Jesus Christ Himself, perhaps simply the Christ consciousness that dwells within every one of us. But if it helps you, imagine Jesus Christ occupying the same physical space as your body, just slightly bigger than you so as to completely cover you. Dwell in that place whilst you follow the instructions I set out here (scroll down):

http://forums.riverofenlightenment.com/index.php/topic,4228.msg12239/topicseen.html#new

As I have been typing this thread, I became aware of some nasty pains behind my left ear that I recognise as something unpleasant trying to interfere with me. I did the clearing I link to above. I acknowledge Christ within. I LOVINGLY command the entities to leave and I KNOW that assistance will be granted in this.

I get the impression that perhaps the shadow that growled at you is a Dweller on the Threshold tyoe phenomena and the two smaller ones something to do with the psychic attack. Seriously, next time you exit... as soon as you're out of body, shout loudly in your out of body voice "Christ consumes me, is within me, is all around me!" and see what happens. Honestly, you will be amazed at the power.

Good luck and keep us posted.

Best wishes

Matt






  
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« Reply #2 on: March 04, 2011, 07:14:23 PM »

Looks like I've upset something... see here:

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« Reply #3 on: March 07, 2011, 01:06:27 PM »

Wow, I'm very grateful for your response.
To tell you the truth I was kind of afraid to come back and check up on this thread, but I knew I had to.
I will begin cleansing and shielding ASAP.
The people I talk about are part of a family that I became acquainted during high school. I became aware that they had some sort of connection to the occult when I saw someone (the grandmother) make the sign of the cross backwards. 
They became upset because I told someone who I thought was a friend of mine about some ongoings in this house, namely the sexual advances of two family members towards me and other stuff I saw, that I thought was strange but couldn't grasp.  This person later tried to manipulate me into doing other things that I didn't want to do and when I blew her off she retaliated by talking to these people.
It wasn't until then that I was attacked and shown several things that I still can't understand.
I also remember having a similar dream to the one you posted but it was a bookstore in my dream, but it looked like LA, maybe. I'm getting a little anxious here.
Thanks again and bless you for the help.
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« Reply #4 on: March 09, 2011, 10:26:28 PM »

I agree with Leswan . The growl and single shadow sound like a dweller on the threshold which is an untransmuted aspect of the self. The cosmology of the soul
is complex having a qlippothic form for every sephirothic form.
The sephirothic forms are associated with ascending angelic consciousness
and the qlippothic forms are associated with descending demonic consciousness.
The magician must clean the roots of the qlippoth realms by transmuting or healing the lower aspects of self before each ascent to climb further up the ladder of consciousness.

However the two cat like entities which hurt your face seem external to you and demonic in nature.

Some things to consider are that the cat like entities could be ;
1. demons ~ Demons are the demonic aspects of deceased humans. When demons attack these are usually spirits whom are connected to one's monad . For example they might be the demonic spirits of live humans who know you and are angry with you , or deceased relatives who are preying upon you, or past life aspects of self , or stranger demons whom have become attracted to you by an action you participated in. Actions that attract demons to a non related source are actions of non love against self or others for example hatred, violence, substance abuse , et cetera.

2.totemic aspect ~ a live human projector morphed as an animal, can attack another in trance , dreamstate or other altered state of consciousness,

3. astral pet /servant ~ an evil magician may sic an entity that they created onto another human in dreamstate or in the astral. 

I suggest that you heal the self and become stronger in this way so that you are better able to protect self in dreamstate and in astral. You can begin this with dream analysis, dream journaling, forgiving self , asking forgiveness from others, forgiving others, and meditation. And you could look into alchemical ascension if you are interested.  And strive to make all your ways gentle ways and strive to make all your words bring peace. Build up your karmic bank by doing random acts of kindness.

If you would like a free reading just add me as a contact on Skype and meet me online with a microphone. I can remote view and see if you have negative attachments and what your guardian angel and guardian demon looks like .

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« Reply #5 on: March 12, 2011, 01:03:14 PM »

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