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Title: Hello again?
Post by: searcher on June 12, 2017, 06:45:00 AM
 ???
A few weeks ago I had a feeling or need to hit base again with here and veritas, I tried but alas I couldn't find either so it slipped out of my mind and was forgotten.
Having lost an email I started looking into all the folders and fell across an email of the 29th May 2017 saying someone as replied to one of my posts in veritas, this led to veritas and then to here.
I'm not into coincidences so I posted on veritas 'whos calling' but no replies, what a sorry place it is these days? I get to here and it seems just that bit better but not bursting at the seams! What is happening?
I am now a retired practitioner  :chuckle any skills I had are shelved-ish! My continuing heart complaint doesn't allow me to meditate nor build up energy to get involved in any practices and deep concentration come at a price hence the shelved-ish comment. I still have dreams that seem real for the future but they come in waves, I'm just over a wave now. Probably in this state is why I got the feeling / call up?
How are you AC?

R
Searcher



Title: Re: Hello again?
Post by: Aunt Clair on July 18, 2017, 08:33:53 PM
???
A few weeks ago I had a feeling or need to hit base again with here and veritas, I tried but alas I couldn't find either so it slipped out of my mind and was forgotten.
Having lost an email I started looking into all the folders and fell across an email of the 29th May 2017 saying someone has replied to one of my posts in veritas, this led to veritas and then to here.

I'm not into coincidences so I posted on veritas 'whos calling' but no replies, what a sorry place it is these days? I get to here and it seems just that bit better but not bursting at the seams! What is happening?

I am now a retired practitioner  :chuckle any skills I had are shelved-ish! My continuing heart complaint doesn't allow me to meditate nor build up energy to get involved in any practices and deep concentration come at a price hence the shelved-ish comment. I still have dreams that seem real for the future but they come in waves, I'm just over a wave now. Probably in this state is why I got the feeling / call up?
How are you AC?

R
Searcher
Hello Searcher,
I am  invested in an old friend who became a new lover after the death of my spouse in 2015. I visited him three times there. This is the first time he came here. He just arrived from California in May 2017.

Sadly, he was happy in my arms but not happy in my home. He is not a magickian and felt the energies in this old house were sometimes churchlike and evoking angels, and sometimes omnious chasing demons. He did not feel like this could ever be his home. He left on a plane last night. I am bereft and distraught.

As for your comment about meditation. I feel that there are many forms and many ways to raise energy; some ways, if not all,  of which would benefit your heart .Why not speak to a Raj Kundalini instructor or Google that. Or check these out;
Health for Heart
https://www.yogajournal.com/meditation/deepak-chopras-7-step-meditation-to-open-your-heart
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jbFcre94YRI

Healing Heart
http://www.chopra.com/articles/how-meditation-affects-heart-health#sm.00000792qh0t9fl6wrh199b6e3wvq

https://www.3ho.org/3ho-lifestyle/authentic-relationships/meditation-heal-broken-heart
http://www.spiritvoyage.com/blog/index.php/5-kundalini-yoga-tips-for-breakups-and-broken-hearts/
https://www.yogajournal.com/meditation/meditation-pain-heartbreak
https://www.bustle.com/articles/33140-how-to-heal-a-broken-heart-how-meditation-helped-me-sit-with-my-heartbreak-differently


Title: Re: Hello again?
Post by: searcher on July 20, 2017, 12:50:08 PM
Although it sounds that you are not totally happy, I am glad you are compos mentis! which I think mean your still able to do what you want. Although I say it is my heart (2 HA last year) it is really my vascular system,which closes and stops blood reaching the next organ down stream. nobody really knows why? Stress of any description (good, bad or indifferent) sets it off, even the act of concentration or thinking!
Like I said I have only hit base because I suddenly thought I needed to? But what is going on? everywhere seems empty?


Title: Re: Hello again?
Post by: Aunt Clair on December 05, 2017, 08:27:50 PM
Yes it does. The world seems empty and so does the astral. It seems a great silent void to me now. I think I am losing my attraction to the physical life and I suppose that is only natural. I attend so many funerals and miss so very many good souls.


Title: Re: Hello again?
Post by: searcher on December 11, 2017, 05:39:55 PM
I think it is also called getting old, sorry but I'm there too and its not nice when you hear it said.
Just lately I've been doing a bit of light energy work just enough to cut a few cords and free up some of my locked in energy. Quite enjoyed it but l cannot push it hard because of the reaction but I'm starting to gently move it around again slowly feeding and cleansing as it goes. My chakra system is opening again albeit that they are lacking energy so a bit of my intuitive self is coming back again this feels nice.
I have had what is called a left stellate ganglion block and I will be having the full ablation soon. It stops pain in the heart side of the chest and thus I have no nerve reaction causing the other symptoms, I still get some breakthrough but at a lower level. Long may this continue!
I don't understand why its so quiet, I can understand the chat rooms being slow but not the astral plains? It feels as if a cloak or blanket as been placed over as a vail. Mind you my silver gateway is clear again so perhaps l will be able to see again, here's hoping. Little steps seem to be bringing large leaps.


Title: Re: Hello again?
Post by: Aunt Clair on January 18, 2018, 05:27:17 AM
 :rednut keep on kicking as long as you can  :bighug