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« Reply #80 on: April 17, 2011, 05:55:33 AM »

W6 April 2011
I spontaneously tranced while reading The voice of the Silence by Blavatsky
Madame Blavatsky appeared standing in study
conversing as I read her works
and nagged me again ;"When will you finish your first book ?"
Skip that other one. Write the first one on kundalini.
Get it done soon.
Death may take you .

She touched my arm a massive wave of energy
an attunement
a sharp brief pain like a burning point where it entered my body
could see clairvoyantly and feel the energy move became very aware
without pulling in energy
I fell into a deeper trance and had such visions
and during this the right arm opened without any pain
a thick wrist width brown green golden cobra exited from back of right shoulder wraps around front of arm
bites me
more like a vaccum
sucking a great hole midpoint between elbow and shoulder on fleshy under arm through which it tunnels
enters arm wraps round it deosil
while in the arm bites its way out
this time it hurts
above the elbow
sticks out its fleshy head and forked tongue and retreats even now
hammering at the elbow like some mole trying to dig down into the lower arm to the wrist.

I was in the body of Christ
lying in his tomb
I was as him
seeing through his eyes
only his mind in my own

I am awake
my body is wrapped so tightly
the wrapping are loose around my head
am I resurrected?
no I am dying
how many times have I rekindled this fragile flame
I give up
I am rising
freely quickly effortlessly
I am coming home
the second death is before me
I see it now
my heart is stopped
this is the death of my mind
all that's is left to do
from this body
it looks as if a stone
but it floats there
above my heart
it is pulling me in
NO !
not now
I am awake again
must I return to that cold body on the stone ?
I am unwilling
I am fading in and out of consciousness again
just like my will

I will die
I will embrace death now
I am rising above my head
and now I have I come to that second death
the death of the great mind
the external mind outside us all
the great consciousness
like a stone above my body
I see it floating
and I am arrested
I consider
shall I pass
shall i die completely
I will rest here
to consider
why couldn't I stay dead ?

I resume my resurrection
this is my father's will
but not my mother's
and so i split the self

and I send half of my self back to my beloved mother's arms
and half of myself to my father's will
my mother in heaven
would not have this of me
but my father 's will is my own and I must
he is me
I am him
we are as one
and so my will is renewed
I am returning
I am entering from the crown
as a thin thread of a white cobra
I am spinning in tail first
to the bottom of my spine
I enkindle the brain of this cold body
the heart does not beat again
not yet
I am opening the cobra's mouth through the lotus of the crown
I yawn a great yawn
like a boa constrictor
swallowing my death
consuming it

such danger for the living
to be near this ritual
all comes to me
all life force
through my yawn

and my heart beats once more
but the pain !
is soul wrenching
this is worse than dying on the cross
my blood has pooled
it is toxic
it hurts me
it smells in here
my arms are mine but not my legs
I call the energy back to me
and my left arm is now wrapped in a cold pink purple cobra
and my right arm is wrapped in a warm golden green cobra

I call my angels
O Come O Come My own to me My Kerubim !
(these look like the Sphinx of Christ initially ,as 4 forms all animals
then all become lions then all become human , looking like Christ , all the same
and all as if a white fog of light these Christ angels facing each other over his body on the stone bed of the tomb )
to my head
to my feet
to my left hand
to my right hand
and one beneath me now
the 5 helpers
from my heart I fly
to crown myself above the heart
and between each pair another pair of mine(looking like angelic clones of Christ)
12 angels round my body
but my 8 are weak for I am weak
and my 4 are strong for they do not come from this body
but from that realm beyond this world
all are tethered now to one root
as one foot beneath the heart
of my still body
even beneath this stone
beneath the earth
and these are my roots
each is sending a cobra through the crown
through the cave
now there are 12 great yawns
each enough to eat the death
a dozen times over
the hunger fills the one foot beneath my life's womb
(magickal womb in each magician male or female in the philosopher stone or Earth Stone of the belly)
they feed me now
like roots to a tree after blessed rains end the long draught
the energy rolls into my sternum and out of my back
from out of their mouths and palms into me and out of me
again and again
rolling through it around behind me
my spine is studded with holes ( openings of energy centres)
which drains that away my darkness
(like several holes upon a rod each the size of an orange about 10 ? from cervical to caudus equinus)
and light fills my void
I recall my life as Thoth
my rites of resurrection
these are the rites of Thoth
but not of Osiris
my lungs inflate now
each breath drinks energy
up from earth
in from air
and my legs are mine now too
golden light shines through mine eyes
mine ears
my mouth
my palms
from my crown shining forth
It fills me this golden light
yet I am so weak
my first action
to remove the wraps
and now to vomit
I retreat to the furthest recess
to a corner
I might crawl
I might drag
I am fading
I am dying again
now the blackness come up from my lungs
I expel it
and from my stomach
and such black ness from my bowels
dark bloody masses
I passed out
but I am awake again
lying over this rock beside it
I must
from this tomb
I must go
the smell
it is fearsome
I am death
but these angels cannot move this rock
and shall I ?
who comes for me ?
even now I am alone
who will assist me in this hour of my suffering ?
So I must be the physical force behind my egress
and so my all
I give now
to roll this rock
surrounded by my angels
I cry to the heavens
release me
they all come
and I fall to my bruised and broken bones
I crawl from the cave on my broken limbs
and modestly wrap myself in that tomb's rags
I fall upon the nearest seat a rocky shelf (to his right )

O Blessed Women
who have heard my call
even unto death
They have arrived
I see them not
not their faces or their garments
their colours only
their souls I see
where are they ?
I see through this physical world
I see through its illusion
the substance does not contain me
I am not of this world
I see through it all
through the forms of my loved one
all is golden
all is purple
I am nauseated
and ashamed
where shall I empty this darkness so that it may not be found
and may remain unseen
I can not see
yet I did in the darkness of my tomb
I could see there
now I see through the tree
I see through the road beneath my feet
yea through the ground itself
right through it
where do I stand ? I am in the ether !
I am not truly in this body
I flee from it now

But they are calling me back
My Son
I hear their sweet voices
I know they're coming
my three Marys
they try to lift me
to bear me
even this broken body weighs too much
we move
they are dragging me
I am crawling
I am staggering
willing self to walk
my mother
my wife
and she whom I call sister

My bride and my sister bid me to walk
less the guards return
and slay me once more
but my blessed mother stays them all
she is sitting me down
and she cups my chest with her right hand
and my back with her left hand
up and down
removing the poisons of the grave
such wisdom
our Sophia
within her
my mother
truly is such wisdom personified
she recalls the rites of Isis
(he loves her best because they have been so together in so many lives so many ages so many worlds as mother and son )
I am too weak
she bends me forward
so I may vomit once more
there is no fluid left
I cannot pass urine
she gives me a few grains of saffron rice
just a few
she bids me leave these on the tongue and suckle them
I should not eat yet not until it is all past
all my darkness

my first words spoken now
O Mother why could I not stay dead ?
I can not see you
My eyes can not see here in this world
I see through it now
right through it all
but I know your voices and I know your love
here is my love
I stretch out my arms embracing them all
the love of my wife, my mother, my sister

My mother places her right hand on my brow and her left hand
on the back of my heart,

My bride places her right hand on the back of my head and the left hand on my navel

Their hands move now

My mother places her right hand (on the eye of the moon at the clavicle )
and her left hand (on the eye of the sun at the small of the back back)

My bride places her hands upon my crown

But the other apostles they arrive now !
I hear their feet
their raucous calls
the faithless ones
the ones who flee
their faith is more fragile than my form
the cursed apostles

Here they come I hear them now
but this is not the way it shall be written

My body hangs upon me like a cold dead thing
like so many grave rags
cold, limp, wet
dying still
I smell of that grave
that death yet fills my nostrils

Is this my body or ever a corpse?
I came too late back to it
to fufil the prophecies
or was it my own fault ?
due to my wavering
my confusion in resolve to quit this earth ?

keep them from me
these weak men
they will drain me
they have taken all from me
they take all from me
they have consumed me
and still want more
these strong men abandoned me
but you women called so weak
never left my side
in my pain
in my sorrow
ever there
only John stood with me , but where is my John ?

Place me against a tree for strength
I will not cower weakly before this lot
how I hate them
these hypocrites
they profess the greatest love for me
yet they know none
no love at all
no none at all
for anyone
they flee from their love
they flee from their works
they are fleeing still
Who is their Rabbi ? Is it this great master who was upon the cross ?
I cannot bear the sight of them
the stench of them
I hate these humans

O Mary (Magdalene) the demons do burn your skin
that you may know their presence
but I tell you
these humans burn my soul
I know they are near
because it hurts me so
even you my beloved
the form of the human is more demonic than angelic

on countless worlds I have done this
not the first
not the last
I have seen this done to me
but humanity
O humanity
these are the bitter tears
my most bitter tears
upon my beard
I hate you most but love you most of all the worlds
the people here are my treasure
Humanity you are the hope
these humans desire for me to come to them in every age
Must I come in every age ?
And die in every way they can learn to kill each other ?
They would tear and rent the flesh from my bones
Here then, give them this ,this is what they want from me .
(he manifested a palm sized golden yolk it was a long bulging ovoid shape)
This is the egg of life
These fools
they want it all
all of me
let them have this
you need it not
you create your own
but these fools think they can have mine
let them have it
What shall they try to do with it ?
See how they will cluck !
Hens are smarter .

Tell them to come later
when I am in my full glory
and sister won't you bring me a great fish freshly caught ?

We are stumbling into the home
this is my home but I know it not
I am stranger
unto this world , once more
I don't belong here
I can not stay here
Even now my body continues to rot
like fruit fallen from the vine.

O here she is
O my little Lilly
My daughter knows me !
(And he smiles the first time returned to the body .She is a hand knotted haired toddler about 14 months old ? just barely walking not talking yet ,he stoops and she runs into his arms .He called her name it sounds like wahine which is woman in hawaiian .I cannot hear this well "sus-wah-ha-nee, nah-teh-key","wa shuh shan nah ki")
You are here my little lilly
I love you my daughter
I love you my dear ones
(and he hugged her and wept)

bar the door
close the windows
let us to sanctuary now
and bide a while
for I must leave you soon
I fear the morrow
nay I fear it not
Should I leave you ?
for I tell you
you are with me more there than here
in these shadow forms
though I do love to see your faces
and hear your voices and have your touch
O embrace me

the stench and burning of humanity lies even on your form and mine
but one sweet smile from such a child
any little child of innocence
it lifts me up and I can bear it once more

But you are not safe here in this Jerusalem
I weep for Jerusalem
They want you too
They want the blood upon their doors
in their streets and running down their rooftops
They thirst for more
They are accursed
Always hungering for the blood of the martyred and murdered innocents
O Jerusalem, I can not walk down your streets again without disgust
When may I walk down your streets Jerusalem
and not fear your peoples and your many deaths rushing for me ?
Shall I one day ?

When will I walk down your streets and not know persecution and my despair ?
The world is a Jerusalem
It is my Jerusalem
my bitter tears fill this beard
I hear my mother say" but let us not talk of this "

We shall wash, we shall pray
and I shall sleep
a deep rest

cook my fish Dear Mother ,please
and when I rise
we shall eat together
and bide a while

(and the other mary returned and replied shall John come then to you )
Yes for even now he is catching my fish
But tell him in silence
not a word shall be spoken
This is my time of rest
(Mother Mary says "but hush for now" )
I whisper my little Lilly
and she crawled up in my bed
and she snuggles in the crook of my arm
(and they fell asleep )

Shoshanna hebrew for lilly
Susannah in english
her face was round her eyes bright and jewel like seeming purple
and her nose was african wide but button short
like india/african/egyptian mix

wa shuh shan nah ki

Shushankite ~Strong's Hebrew Bible Dictionary - Bible Software by johnhurt.com
(Aramaic) of foreign origin; a Shushankite (collectively) or inhabitants of some ... lily (or trumpet) of assemblage; Shushan-Eduth or Shoshannim-Eduth, ..... i.e. wild growth of weeds or briers (as if put on the field):--thorns. ...

Strong's Hebrew Bible Dictionary - Bible Software by johnhurt.com
(Aramaic) of foreign origin; a Shushankite (collectively) or inhabitants of some ... lily (or trumpet) of assemblage; Shushan-Eduth or Shoshannim-Eduth, ..... i.e. wild growth of weeds or briers (as if put on the field):--thorns. ...
6 April 2011
(Vision rewinds I am back at the tomb with two women
the 3rd Mary has gone to find John )
They seat me upon a stone
My mother places her hands on either side of me at the brow and back of heart
(blue-white water /chi?)
My wife places her hands on either side at the back of my head and front of my heart(pink earth)
water energy into my head to ground my sight to view this world
Earth energy into my spine to ground my spirit to this world
My mother places her hands at the eye of the moon and the eye of the sun
My wife places her hands at the eye of the wind and the eye of earth
water and earth energy to cause flow through my limbs
My wife places her hands above my crown and sends fire
My mother cups my legs to heal my bones
The people stand singing Hosannah
I see Christ Standing in the Upper Room in his Glory
golden light exuding from him
a sleeveless belted white gown and robe and sandals
the people approach him and greet him
Thomas approaches (wide jutting forehead tight skin around his skull, receding hairline, and sticks his right hand under the left rib
and removes his hand and stares at it
then backs off prostrating self,asking forgiveness
Christ begins a lesson like the Letter to the Corinthians
a trinity model to the community;
When I was a child I played with childish things and he extends
his right open palm to his mother (child)
When I was a man I put away childish thing and took a wife
his left open palm to his wife (spouse)
He introduces his daughter and now I am proud to stand before you as a father(parent)
Christ lifts his daughter up with both hands to the crowd assembled presenting her then he places her on his right shoulder as he sits leaning on the wall
Peter motions and takes the floor(shorter than Christ blonde brown scruffy beard unshaven neck , uncombed, wider shouldered)
"I recall Jesus entering Jerusalem under a canopy of palms...blah blah blah
Astonishing he attempts to take the attention to himself and stands with the staff
of the Rabbi
John approaches (older dark hair clean shaven
places one left hand on the shoulder of John
and the right hand on the staff
without a word
places his hands out to recieve the staff
presents it reverently to Christ
backs away slowly bowing at waist.
Christ lifts his hands and evokes Father and Mother of Heaven
The Black hand of Mother and White hand of Father above the room
the hands of God bless the assembled their palms up
then they turn the palms down fingers down
and golden rains from each finger tip
and floats down over the auric egg of each one tranced
but does not enter in
the polarity in trance is the same the charges repel each other
the people sit near Christ
kneel behind that row
and Stand in back rows
eyes rolling backward in the head or eyes closed palms out transfixed
ATTUNEMENT renewal of baptism,
Now they lift somewhat from trance and the polarity reverses the golden flame
of the Holy Spirit enters their crowns and permeates their being
all assembled glow in golden light
Shashahunnah approaches the table and Christ lifts her to sit upon it
her arms balance her like sitting on the pier
and her legs swing idly like a child
but she speaks her first words to the temple in Greek
she speaks of the sins of Jerusalem , infidelity, abandonment, where is their faith her right hand sweeps in judgement
she speaks of sins of omission , compassion against the cruelty of crucifixtion where is their mercy and her left hand sweeps in judgement across the crowd
both hands are raised to Mother and Father in Heaven
as she speaks in Hebrew
the child wants two parents
she speaks about the wedding
the restoration of the temple
now she speaks like a little girl in Aramaic
weeping softly her head drops
too soon he must leave us again
as we must leave you Jerusalem
for you would have our bones and blood too
the people are like stunned mullets
unable to move
grounded firmly in trance
Christ backs out bowing
touching either side of the doorway
and taking a broom sweeps as he backs out
bowing at shoulders then waist
Invocation of the Great Fire
the body is consumed
becomes baked like clay
and as the spirit of Christ leaves through the crown
the clay breaks from the head down
and is as naught
he ascends into a pillar full of angels a throng around him of colours
and singing
behind him Gideon on a trumpet
Christ whispers as he did to the upper room crowd and to all present here
"I am with you now and always"
He presses the heel of his hand into each forehead assembled
an indigo blue purple disc of energy on the third eye
and the heart energy spins deosil down to feet to right returning upwards to left
he holds a lantern high and blows out the flame
and bids us retire
to dream and learn .
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Kundalini Event splits the wheel in the heart around the core energy centre
which lies between the yellow and green chakras in the SunStone

I.  D10 April 2011
Burning below breast bone
sent me to bed in pain that seemed unendurable
took muscle relaxers , wine and codeine
but could not extinguish it
so went to rest
rose again with severe pain 4am
back again to bed at 7am
some relief after 1st cobra rose
but still in pain
unsure how much is kundalini related

felt and innerly saw clairvoyantly an arm width sized
golden green cobra
which rose upward entering the perineuam
upward through the centre of the spine to heart to mouth ; quickly shot out of mouth
and I vomited a bit with that
severe nausea

vision of a dead snake bearing young out of mouth
each little snake became a branch
dead snake became the bark gnarled thick twisted
as if all the nadis in the spine formed it
like a vertical bundle

saw a vision of Christ and Mary watching me worrying over me
as I lay in a long incubator about 12 feet long twice a human length
no body inside though
only this golden nerve body with a head and roots and a long slender body between
heard ganglion and dendrites

slept a while
dreams of two needs in each life
love and forgiveness
die without these
and give death and disease to those we cannot forgive for hurting us
unforgiveable to kill the soul
all that it requires all that it needs is love and forgiveness
better to kill the body or the spirit but not the soul

some of my fingers are shaking
these made a mudra involuntarily
the index finger touching thumb
forming a circle on both hands
I went to sleep saying a mantra

I forgive all
I forgive everyone
I forgive all
I forgive everyone

which is easy to do in that state of consciousness
and really mean it
but in the human day to day awareness
it is so hard to maintain though

woke again
felt and innerly saw clairvoyantly
another cobra rushed out of third eye
as thick as the other arm width
this time golden white

saw vision of Futurama episode's snake creature Evo
that loved everybody and "dated" the planet
placed a tendril in each human

I heard "Eat the world "
saw connections to everyone in everyone
heard Christ "You are one with me in this moment "
saw many entering churches and temples to connect with God
heard "If they do not connect to God in the heart they do not know me "
"If they are not connected to me in the mind they can not know me "

vision of Goddess feeding the planet with musical rainbow
saw a vision of the cobra rising and eating rainbow coloured musical notes
told to eat them

I tried to sing a scale but could only sing every other one
DO  but not re ME but not fa SO but not la TI and then could sing DO
each sound resonated in a chakra
the female notes are DO ME SO TI
femael is even & symmetric
making a circle back to DO

the male notes are Re Fa La
odd & asymmetric
making a staff connecting

the beads are female the string that connects the necklace is male

saw 12 demon chords in each chakra none in the crown
each dozen is in 3 tiers of 4
72 demons to remove by becoming 72 angels
72 names of God
72 steps to Shamballah and unio mystica

some in each life
not all at once;
For God is merciful

the last one is DO again High C
that is Christ the end no more to clear

How much more work have I left to do ?

Part II
the next morning M 11 April 2011

fell asleep again
tried to see my son at High School
it was early morning I had gone back to bed in pain
he was in the guidance office
said I needed some guidance
so he left me there with 2 counsellor women and he went to class

the women were clones of each other sort of like Jacquie Kennedy in appearance
a peter pan collar and a black short sleeved shift dress like the 1960s

I wanted Billy to come back because he understood my problem
but I could not talk
but he was gone and I could not call him
I had no voice
I reached for a pencil but no paper
found the paper but lost the pencil
found a pen but had no paper
a nightmare
still could not talk
rummaged thru bag found ventolin puffer
and shook it at them pointing at it
to indicate I had asthma and could not speak and my medication was empty
i tried to inhale it anyway they smiled at me
too little too late
the teachers smiled because I had died again, I was already gone and didn't know it

they  became Mary mother of Christ and Mary Magdalene
They said at once in one voice
Catherine do you really need Christ to do this for you again
why can  you not heal yourself
and return to your body yourself
it is still warm
you can try

They showed me to kneel and lean backwards arching back so that the head also touched the floor but arms did not these were held motionless to either side of the arched back and then clasped over the heart
seemed like a yoga pose
this formed an energy loop to Mother Earth
I passed out unconscious in the projection
then I had a physical seisure
and arrived back in bed
bent over backwards

I had died in the dream asphyxiated from chest infection and asthma ; respiratory failure
had to die to death
to come back to body

I woke in bed alarmed
I changed position to open airway
when seisures ended

fell asleep and saw Mary Isis standing in heaven watering a garden
"so many weeds" she lamented

I had a vision of weeds in my yard
and neighbour poisoning over the fence which he really did
he killed some of my trees and poisoned the back half of all the yard on his side of fence
he killed weeds and birds too

Then he branging a message to the door
a gastroenterology note that had blown down the street out of  our mailbox he said
perhaps stuffed in half way and lost in the wind and the rain
I thought it ironic that the bad neighbour poisoned
and killed my daughter's two ferrets
ran over one of our cats which he said was on his driveway
killed two trees
and poisoned the yard
and killed the good grass too
just to reduce growth
and then he shows concern that my mail is found blowing down the street
and  brings me a message about my pain
and my worry that I have a cancerous growth
not to borrow trouble
but I have been bleeding unnaturally and I am waiting for tests
why would he bring us a message ?
because he is the enemy and he has always given us messages
In my heart I saw many weeds in my yard again and in my heart
and I forgave the enemy as  the bringer of the lesson

I see that the cobra of the 3rd eye and the cobra of the mouth
have brought a parcel in with them
a vision of them dancing in the centre first as entwined snakes
then as a married couple on a cake
the alchemical marriage of sun and moon
and their brood is a purse of snakes , a leather sack of cobras
and they feel like they are eating me
my stomach is being devoured consuming me within
no more weeds
but so empty
no more garden either
no more rainbow coloured nadis

awoke choking
could see and feel rainbow coloured snaketails
the ends of immature cobra tails in my throat

heard "Open the gardens ! Let in the rain ! Let in the sun !"

the rain is water of Isis
the sun is light of Ra

the wheel in the heart
split in two
one rose to the shoulders top of SunStone
one sank to the waist bottom of SunStone
the top one spun deosil and was black
with golden men on a map of the globe all milling about like lit up ants

the bottom one spun widdershins and was upside down and white
with blue women on a map of the globe also moving about like ants

in between stood Christ like Atlas holding up the world
heard "Grow my garden here "
the rain came down gently through space
and fell through the top wheel into the bottom wheel
the bottom wheel grew nadis but not thin juvenile worms
gigantic trees rising and earthquakes
the wheels broke apart the people screamed as they scattered and fell
fire and brimstone volcano and magma
I see
the end of the first day
the first tree was molten orange  it rose roots up through the right arm and the head sat strangely on the right physical shoulder and looked down at the hels
the toes burn and itch then roots shoot through
hidden toes too 14 in all
each one reaching far down under ground to tap water

storms , floods and then tsunamis
and water was over all the world
calmed the firey world
I clear and cleanse I flow
the end of the second day
the 2nd tree was indigo it rose up thru space shooting peacefully out of left side of body with branches in the left arm the head looks upwards into the heavens dreamily
the thumb on the left hand and the index buzz electrically form a mudra
and then the hidden thumbs buzz too then fingers the hidden pinky also 7 buzzing either hand
tiny trees with branches leaved coming out of thumb alone but canopy out of each finger to feel

earthquakes and ruptures
the body senses open I feel
tore off the back of my head it caused my shoulders to become deformed and humpbacked
the end of the 3rd day
the 3rd tree was bloody birth salmon red and bloody fleshy
me  a mutant dwarved and crippled in form but I came into being
I was a crocodile man
My body turned backwards I was walking with my head looking to the shadows of the past into silence
the unformed

thru the silence a whisper in the wind ;a gentle breeze 
the ears open I hear
the end of the 4th day
the 4th tree was chartreuse green
the tree came up like a whisper
into the body not higher like space not lower like hels not backward like earth but same as the body in height and looking forward like venus born again from the clouds born to the gentle sea  upon a shell
a green goddess cried one tear
the virgin born within

the 4 trees gnarled and twisted with 4 heads and 4 elements and 4 colours and 4 heights
a spiral highest sapphire over indigo space left arm branches looking up dreamily wondrously
same as human body the ivory over chartreuse no branches no roots just there in the body looking forward innocent
next the topaz over orange fire right arm lower in height than the body head on a shoulder roots in the air branches in the legs in hels down it looks
finally the mishapen dwarved crocodilian man in the back the roots above the branches below black over red
a DNA curve the left hand colours are the bark over the jewel toned colours of the right hand
water aer fire earth

Do High C   high blue  cosmos
Ti   B    violet                heavens
La  A    ............yellow   day
So  G    indigo              night
Fa  F    ............orange  fire
Me E    green                air
Re D    .............red       earth
Do C    blue                  water

this is the breath of life , the word, and the lux
the word is purple electromagnetic the breath is green magnetic female and the lux is orange electric male
the black hand of The Goddess in indigo heavens from the ineffable womb
the white hand of The Great God from the Sun forms the seed
the primitive man with noble spirit from the breath and the light becomes flesh in the word

now not round but prismatic come new colours
purple perpendicular through the crown covers all 4 trees falling from above
and rises as a 5th in the centre of the orchard too
a cloud of purple mist began but now an obscuring fog
under the right arm an orange prism  divination of the future; time
under the left arm an indigo prism healing the past; space
chartreuse through heart
salmon pierces belly
forming a crux of two staves
1. high left blue chakra to low right to orange chakra, left jaw to right hip
2. high green chakra to low red chakra above heart

not over yet
vision of eggs hatching in the crocodile man's back all the way down the back
are pockets of eggs hatching teeny cobras down the back in 5 stripes
perhaps at the full moon

Wednesday 13 April
When we are ascending we become "The enemy maker "
to protect on's  space pulls energy from 6 planes around the sacred space
but a bad side effect can be that this forms a darkness closing in
the place becomes invisible and separated
but it pulls energy from the surrounding areas making them darker
so the magician must be aware of this
(as my neighbours  became darker by healing and protecting our home)
must extend the light with which we heal to heal the neighbours
the one who walks in light is the enemy maker
often persecuted by all sides
all around Christ were enemies
important to forgive love and heal the enemy for they are the best teacher according to Buddha.

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« Reply #82 on: April 29, 2011, 07:57:10 PM »

The Laesch

Revising the spheroid energy centres in a  hierarchy from smallest to largest , thus far;
moons ~satellites of the wheel of life. Teeny seed to olive sized energy centres form 1, 2, 4, 8 around each chakra to manifest a wheel of life

sephiroth/qlippoth~These are the male external gates upon the physical body joints
these occur as 9 gates on three primary pillars with a triad of supernal gates
but later minor gates occur in 5 pillars and upon the limbs.The sephiroth are mandarin sized. The Qlippoth are the inverse and averse reflections of this shadow tree.

chakras~ These are the female internal gates to 7 planes upon the spine. Later minor chakras occur between each pair of chakras and between each pair of joints.Chakras form in the abyss or void or space between , in the gap. A pair of chakras form in each stone. Chakras grow as the physical body grows from birth being the size of a pea to the size of a grapefruit or small child sized basketball.

stones~ These begin on the 3 major body parts; belly, chest and head. These are either or neither gender representing the marriage of both sun and moon. The stones are the size of the belly of that magician. They will become supernal and infernal to the spine, with further development.

laesche~ composite spheres of a pair of stones.
The male magician innately manifests a fire and water laesch
the female magician innately manifests an air and earth laesch
A pair of magicians merging forms an alchemical contagion
sexual intimacy is not necessary. Merely sitting in the same circle affords great growh to the female and male magicians present when the sun and moon are balanced in a circle. But the magician wears the female layesch upon their own back and the male upon their front and can perform an alchemical marriage through projection of self into self.

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greater sphere ~a hemisphere of energy above and around a magician the other half of which is beneath them.Typically silver above and golden below.

Matthew, AC  April 23/24 2011
The magician manifests a rectangular door upon a red right eye and upon a left blue eye.

The magician is seen to sit in the pupil of a great eye which begins as the silver and golden greater sphere and then colours up becoming like a matruska doll of 5 geoconcentric columns of energy being;
*inner thread or a ganglion dendrites body a 12 foot long limb less golden form of a brain with a face and a serpent like body
*auric egg
*greater sphere

The magician becomes a great giant eye and projects from this as a room sized Djinn /genie with legs tapered as a tail and arms bound to the sides but wearing our face either blue or red.  

Similarly another magician is cleaning a qlippothic black tree

Jodie 25 April 2011

As I read Jodie she teaches about the piston effect. The spine has an inner spine like a sleeve of subtle energy . As this inner sleeve rises it sucks energy upward with it through the roots of the Tree beneath the magician. And as it descends pushes energy out and that this is in motion with the breath of the flow.Moving up and down at once ;
moving life into death and death into life and curing the second death.

The first little death is the heart and soul and this death is the husk of the seed , the seed coat in that heart .

The second little death is the mind and brain.It is the death of the endosperm , the meat of the seed.

The third death is the death of the embryo inside the endosperm. This death must be defeated to be reborn self realized.

Jodie's energy body is an emaciated giant white tree with extreterrestrial limbs.
It looks like a tree in winter without any greenery.
These alien thinner than human bone arms extend longer than the human form
with very long skinny fingers made of white tree branches extending .75 meters from the physical palm.

There is an inverted tree inside the upright tree so that the roots of the inverted tree are in the branches of the upright and the branches are in the roots . The actions of the inverted interior tree cause the piston effect of perpetual energy intake afforded by the breath.

Now  she changes to teach and she appears as an avatar in a golden throne holding a non gender unformed toddler on her lap
both her body and the child's are a golden silhouette
this aspect says "How shall I form you? As a son or as a daughter ?
Then the unformed child says "I shall be a girl"
so Jodie makes her a girl and she becomes an infant toddler sitting on Jodie's head
Her legs swing as if perched on a pier and her arms support her body as she swings from the crown.  
I ask , How did you form this child ?"
She says the trees marry. There is an alchemical marriage of the  inverted and upright trees which slide the chakras of one into another marrying each in 7 pairs
 and this makes the chakras become whitened and light and a child is born as a cutting like a branch from the 2 parent trees and it is a hybrid not all light but lighter.
The magician in the giant eye must  complete this step to shift upward to the Giant Forest paradigm.

Jodie has more than one tree because she is a world walker now
She calls these to her. She is a puppetmaster.
The magician may be the strongest of their concurrent lives and be the puppetmaster
or merely a puppet unaware of the effect of their greater consciousness lives which may occur in other cultures and in other planets.  
If they are lazy they are pulled along by the work of the strongest and can become an anchor or an impediment.
If they are neutral they slide and enjoy the ride.
If they work they become the puppetmaster.

Buddha says there are 5 Hindrances ;
   1. Sensual desire (kāmacchanda): Craving for pleasure to the senses.
   2. Anger or ill-will (byāpāda, vyāpāda): Feelings of malice directed toward others.
   3. Sloth-torpor or boredom (thÄ«na-middha): Half-hearted action with little or no concentration.
   4. Restlessness-worry (uddhacca-kukkucca): The inability to calm the mind.
   5. Doubt (vicikicchā): Lack of conviction or trust.

Meditation lessons of the magicians wearing the giant eye and the giant forest had this common theme. Those with the Great Eye look upward to the Great Forest of Trees and yearn to join them but must work to catch up. It is time to catch up . We pulled each other along but now there is a separation. Those who came to lift up the game of humanity are moving onward and upward delayed enough, those who heard the sacred tones can rise to meet them and the rest sink back into the mire until another dawn comes.
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« Reply #83 on: May 07, 2011, 08:03:32 PM »

Pawel Saturday 7 May 2011
Fire Path

two white trees above waist
one to left becomes silver blue white the one to left becomes black blue
these reach upwards thinning branches becoming thread sized twigs
but we are upside down these are the roots
because Anubis appears and shows he reached down to pluck up the black cube
through the sky above us
and he teaches that the magician in this stage will split to double
a lunar tree and earth tree roots below join to the
solar tree and air tree above
he shows a cave and says to come into it and rest and observe in silence
and then shows the night before the new moon which it is tonight for Pawel
and says "let it be"
Then he leaves us
11 auric shells the main body an orange pink golden fire
around this white
then electric green gold fire
then many layers including one thin neoprene black insular layer
and finally a splendid healthy green and purple outer layer
and one clear new layer as the newest 11th
it seems that we consume and change the auric layers
Head MoonStone
A silver blue vulture on the left shoulder the Egyptian Mother Vulture Goddess
she teaches that the earth is being attuned to the All Mother energies
and she causes two cobras to come out of the ears
on the right a red orange pink one
through the left ear a silver blue aqua one,arm sized
the blue disc on the third eye manifests a blue disc behind the head
and two faint ones growing over the ears all in a wheel

above the crown an akashic blue white badger standing on hind legs baring teeth
in a defense pose

a broad finger thick wheel of many rings
four cardinal moons around the core
four bicardinal moons on a slightly outer ring
two more rings beyond these empty
the core is pentrated by a thin tube in a thick rubbery sheath that is around the spinal nadis

Chest SunStone
two broad wide golden discs at front of solar plexus and on back
directly behind this
two more growing under arms
inside sapphire storm moving wildly

Belly EarthStone
one disc on front ruby at navel
the wheel is easier to see here
as is the sheathed piston upon the spinal nadis

the thumb is the akashic silver blue tree twisting energies of sapphire and purple
as the fingers grow into blue lightning spouting branches of a blue black tree

as the hand but with three stones forming deeply in the head chest and belly of the foot at the ball, instep and heel. The big toe is the akashic tree and the toes shoot blue lightning.

I had to end the reading abruptly to go to the toilet to purge energy because the kundalini he was experiencing affected my own kundalini rush.
I had the cobras in the ear last week
and had the ruby girdle behind the hips last night
his throat is ahead of my own having a disc on the back which I do not have yet so his energy automatically attuned me as mine auto tuned his
because his chest was behind mine and he began to manifest
the under the armpit chest discs
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F 6 May 2011
In dreamstate lessons and meditative visions one track is diverted and becomes three tracks pulling three different lines of trains all moving upwards but one is an express line one is moving . The teachers moving ahead so quickly the working magicians on a middle track and those who do no work on a third .

A wedding cake is shown the bridal couple on the top as the two pillars of the Tree of Life ; The All Mother Bride and the Great Father Groom~ Akasha
the 1st white tiny tier is Godhead in the clouds ~Air
the 2nd small tier of yellow cake beneath the top is being pulled upward by a small group of magicians who are world walkers and attuners ~Fire
the 3rd medium tier is much larger and is being carried upwards by workers ~ Water the 4th large tier is like dead weight and is the masse of humanity ~ Earth

Two of my mates that were my peers have gone onward and upwards without me these are Jodie and Heidi.

Reading on Jodie;
Jodie Friday 6 May 2011
Her energy body from the waist up is split in halves
as two black trees of life with carved human faces
these become as 2 aliens with Ood like heads and faces from Dr. Who

except that they have 2 appendages above each ear which are finger width long tentacle like arms that are tubes. I have visions of their world . These are amphibious and live in oceans and on land. Their village has homes , schools and temples of yellow baked clay with pillars etched with images of ancestors. They live also in caves and on the coastlines of their world. One shows me the Pleiades and says that there are 7 sister worlds and we are one of these on Earth. They are another not in our local universe but connected by heart and in consciousness.

A female human dressed in a bride's gown of white become a female Ood.
Her tentacles end like a leaf with which she covers the tubes of both men which come to the centre. Each of 4 leaves covering one pair of tubed ends.
Then she splits and doubles becoming two bridal pillars both white.

On either side of the black Ood Tree of Life both push from shoulders and knees to fit  the halves together and say they are forming a seed.

They call with one voice  waving to the future. The Goddess calls the highest root stock to be worn as an overcoat over the seed just formed.

This magician is creating an avataric seed .She is becoming the mother of an avataric line on another world working on the Mary-Isis ray.

Rhiannon appeared flying through the corner a procession of faeries carrying white moon coloured orbs. She teaches. A vibration is coming to restore the planet to heal the world. It is the all mother . She can not be born as an avatar without first having the daughter born. The daughter will not be one avatar. She will be many. She will not be the gentle child of the lamb . The first daughters born will be mighty and wrathful like Khali in a rage. Like Khali they will also have an aspect of the Boddhisatva of Compassion.

The temple will be restored first by the princess Air
but her temperment is fierce like the fire of Khali .

The daughter stands on one leg
the other foot raised ready to stomp
she is the silent thunder
the indefinite quiet
she will bring the light
through justice
she is fierce

The inner gates angels we manifest ourselves by healing the chakras or golden lampstands. We form and choose these by our words, thoughts, actions, and works.
The outer gates are more universal more common to other worlds and other magicians too. Their influences are attracted to us by our next lesson required.

The tree above the head a supernal tree
4. air sphere tier~ not opened yet
3. water sphere tier~a tear in the sky like a birth canal only it is pulling upwards into it spirits contorted writhing twisting as they rise from Hels through the rift in the veil.
2. fire sphere tier ~on the physical body below this attunement manifests like a
lighthouse around the heart in four panels  under the armpits and front and back.

Around the heart a ring of silver energy going widdershins below and golden energy deosil above. 4 tunnel like tubes on the cardinal directions red at rear green at front orange on right and blue on left. This clears and protects the magician. This ring of energy has a diameter about 15 feet or 5 metres across.

She becomes a golden skeleton with giant ruby eyes and bright white teeth holding a
was bull phallus staff
1.I /Eye stone and other earth sphere tier

vision of sphere with polar rings growing above & below
the heart becomes the centre

ends with body as a rose coloured fist holding a golden seed with an embryo within

Two of my mates that were my peers have gone downward in descension becoming unable to see or fly. In two subsequent readings they remain demon infested and it saddens me.

#1 has been attracted to a beautiful young female lover whom he was warned to avoid by his HS and by me et al. But he consumated a relationship and his  bright coloured lights are extinguished. His auric eggs are gone. He is as a blackened burnt up charcoal husk with three vertical bright lines of blue still left , one at the centre of each  sphere of the belly, chest and head. We worked together to exorcise him and cleared away so much . He had a negative kundalini boa around his neck which was biting down beneath his right breast. He had smaller snakes at the wrist and groin.   He has taken up a relationship with a demon possessed female who has long bleached blonde hair and a gorgeous figure but even her photo could not disguise this predatious duplicitous demon attached lover. She projected to him, attached him and fed upon him. He became meat to her 3 demons; a lion succubus, a mosquito faced energy hoser, and a new one to me that is like a rotting flesh zombie which causes its host to consume self like a cancer of the energy body. It seems like a humanoid moray eel or marine creature that had flesh falling off and was thinner and taller than the host.

# 2 was sorry to hear from his magician peer about his issues with a demon attached lover and professed that he would never do that himself. But he did. He had much less attachment having nothing around his head or neck or heart but he had a kundalini boa up his arse and another wrapped nearby.

The negative kundalini attachment cobras are distinct. These hiss but like kundalini cobras they may speak. One around the neck plunged into the heart told me that it had been laid there by his lover. It challenged me saying you can not remove me only my host can. We loosened it, last week, with water energy and it flopped down easily and became as naught, fading away.  But this putrid slimy core and dark seed remained like a tumour in the breast which the victim must remove.

Heidi taught me that the magician may become the mother cobra and chew it up to consume it and pass its darkness from the body while replenishing the self with some of the energy that has been drained away from self. Heidi projected here and showed me a golden fork and told me to tell the victim to eat up and start on the head of the cobra if the fangs remain imbedded.  Heidi's neck and head grew longer and she became a golden cobra and ate her own left chest. And then she smiled and showed a left handed Amazon princess warrior pulling back a golden bow like the myth of removing one's right breast to clear the way for better archery prowess.

These boas are a subtle energy construct from one magician to prey upon another human. They are to me a false or mock kundalini imposed by a dark magician but they act like negative kundalini cobra because they leave a core and seed. Like negative kundalini cobras, these boas inflict pain and punishment,they suck energy from the host rather than raising them in attunement. They are dark and muddy coloured rather than jewel tones i.e brown spots on a muddy creme coloured belly with a dark brown to black covering above. These snakes cause nightmares and descension instead of providing projection,visions and ascension. These remain sluggish and heavy as opposed to positive kundalini cobras which may rest in hibernation but will move with rapidity later like fire and lightning. These boas are a wider more efficient means to draw energy from another human than an attachment cord. These arm thick heavy boas feed energy to their true host draining one magician to feed another parasitically like a slowly sucking silent vacuum hose.

One victim was aware of his predation the other was unaware. One had several boas around the neck to breast,from heart to groin and along the legs and another along the arms anchored to the wrist. The other had only one up the bum and one around the groin. One victim saw the perpetrator project to him , seduce him and anchor him. The other felt anguish at his friend's plight and thought himself immune to such tactics. Both have been darkened. They are still kind people but their abilities are diminished, their colours are extinguished and their light flickers weakly now. I am confident that they can both regain their light but I do not know how much work and time this will require.

I find myself on the same path as most of my peers but I see that we are on four paths. A fifth path is the avataric Akashic path. 

Air ~ Heidi , Jodie,  Mary,Andrew, Robert, Billy et al were born world walkers. Some of these magicians are having lessons about seeding consciousness into vessels on other planets and about exorcism and light bringing to this world and other worlds. They observe . They learn to rescue the ones reaching upwards but to leave the dirty to wallow knowing that all will be as it is meant to be. They understand the justice of the universe and the mire humans and others create.  These are creating children of avataric lines on other worlds. But some world walkers are working as Fire with Earth peers still.

Billy is currently working on his black and white archdemon & archangel alchemical marriage. He is behind me in lessons and energy body growth but his vibration is ahead of me in consciousness , he is aware of connections to other worlds although just barely. He demonstrates that world walkers are not all working at the level that Heidi and Jodie are now. Jodie says he has pulled a soul from his recent past life into him and has a choice now to rest or to work and wear the overcoat soul . I see an other world monk approaching with a staff . Billy may wear this around his current self and past life self to magnify his consciousness. The choice is his. Jodie has done this work aready and she has moved ahead. This shows that the magician has consciousness and work but these are not always at the same level. The consciousness that has not been integrated by work is latent potential.

I get a vision of a short wizened leathery skinned old woman in the mountains near China and Tibet . 97 years old I think. About 4 feet tall.  She is ahead of all the peers I have met. She smiles at me and makes a pattern on the earth floor of her hut. It is a great snake reaching upwards to the heavens its mouth opened in the great yawn. She points to the neck that is where she is at. She points to the heart that is where I am at. She gestures in between this is where Heidi is . We humans and other worlders are as one in the ascent we are not able to ascend without helping each other. I ask her name  she whispers The Lilly of the Sands.

Fire ~The majority of working magicians are at this level . This is the path I have been observing in this thread. These are graduating from this World Tree of Life and will continue to work on enlightenment here but will begin to be world walkers. They are having lessons regarding the lengthening of their tree into supernal realms and this will of course cause infernal growth too. The branches of their Tree of Life are broadening stretching becoming impossibly thin like filaments of light as their consciousness expands and they learn about other worlds and the lessons of love and forgiving. These are all ages presently I know of some 12 to 64.

Water~These are newly awakened to magick and are pulling lessons from past lives and beginning to meet their higher self. They are often teenagers and the families of those teens. Dreamy slow moving intuitive neophyte magicians. 

Earth~ These are the majority of humans unawakened and spiritually retarded. They dream but rarely recall and have no intuition or motivation to begin metaphysical or magickal pathworking.

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Cloak Matthew Saturday 7 May 2011
Fire Path continued;
He relates a previous meditation wherein he evoked Christ
"Christ appeared in a blue glowing robe
Christ showed me that I had an infestation of leeches
internal were as big as a baseball rounded spheroid like mites
external were different as big as a facecloth/wash rag flat
one around my whole chest
the leeches lower level parasite were also blue but blackened
he seemed to attune me to their energy by wearing the robe
he gave me a black wand with white light tip
I moved it into the body part affected
and this tore the leech out as I pulled the wand away it yanked them out
It was magnetic energy .
The leeches would dig in they would fight to stay .
I carried this to a box full of lava
and watched the parasite burn up
I kept removing them until they were gone "

II Cloak/Matthew continues ;
"I took awareness into my head
an energy channel in my head
fresh white energy on left
in the right side I was projecting into
a darkened sewer
around the corner blockage visualised as rocks
these would not move not budge
could not visualise or magically imagine them away
I projected into the rubble there at the back of my head
and I found this parasite imbedded in the rubble
I found this thing which looked like this from the Metroids;

and it reminds me of what is happening at the River site
(a webbot from China ate up the bandwidth by adding fake users and each identity blogged adverts
every user to the adverts ate up bandwidth slowed site )
and I found a trojan clicker is currently on our  main site

this entity is placed there by a negative magician
but then everyone we meet in our homes and families becomes affected
we carry it and it is contagious.
So as I started chanting mantras
It kept on trying to distract me by pulling thoughts away from it
into a desire to leave it alone.

III AC relates synchronicity amongst other magicians
relates two magicians who were sexually preyed upon
and had the negative boas attached caused her to become attached
and two of her youngest children both inactive sexually and virgins
so the initial and primary contagion is intimate  but the secondary contagion is opportunistic attacking all nearby

The 2nd Birth
Magicians die and come back to the body less anchored feeling less connected to earth and sadly also to source.

They report being asked to possess themselves to allow a past life of self to enter a half of self reborn in the body when they are resuscitated. They wear by choice a similar past life to help amplify their soul Then in the third layer a reciprocal energy is made and the highest life so far comes forward and is worn by them like an overcoat around the conjoined soul like a seed covering over a dicotyledon. This overcoat nourishes and protects and guides the self . Billy has been presented with an Ood Monk with a staff and has to decide if he wants an overcoat soul or not.

Death- Re-entry-Depression ;
Billy found that he became sad after he died of asthma as a child about 5 years old. He is now 14 in the time between he has continued to see and hear but he could not feel his connection to source , he felt he lost something and began to hear the voices of demons more clearly and had horrible warrior lessons of exorcism and protecting the innocent . Now the demons are becoming stronger so he must become stronger too. He says that he easily became his archdemon and knew to walk the archangel into the archdemon self and stood above self watching it in projection and was happy to have this over with . His archdemon self had asked him to jump through the second story window and kill himself and preyed upon him testing him making him sad.

Cloak and I talked about the synchronicity of so many people being depressed and fat. Australia is the fattest country in the world followed closely by the USA . Australia is pumping out antidepressants faster than any country . Our most prescribed drug had been contraceptives but it is now antidepressants the pills are making us fatter and more depressed. Fat reduces serotonin and endorphin levels and causes depression

Seratonin: The chemistry of Well-Being
Besides being involved in the process of addiction, low Serotonin levels are believed to be the reason for many cases of mild to moderate depression which ...

Antidepressants make us fatter still and more depressed. It is a cycle that must be broken.

Examples  of magicians dying and reentering the body depressed ;
Daniel C. born 86 was bottled in his carotid artery and died years ago having visions of his mate being murdered by a circle of youths who were stomping on his back and head and bottling his scalp and body . Daniel ran in an adrenalin rush and pulled the boys off and saw in his mind a boy approach himfrom behind with a broken beer bottle . This boy thrust it into his carotid. He bled out but the bleeding was controlled by another friend. At the hospital the microsurgery of the artery caused him to die. He coded when he bled out again and had to be recusitated. This put him in depression for a year , he stopped studying or working and sat at home gaining weight . He is muscular and fit now having spent last year as a roof builder and was walking home with 2 mates when 2 boys came up to him and started a fight. Daniel did not rage this time or think about killing them. He stood there and wanted them to leave as they were only 17 . But one punched him in the mouth . And the other broke a bottle and tried to cut him. This time he got the bottle off of him and told them to run home. The other
chucked a broken brick at him. One of Daniels mates hid and called the cops the other had gone for a piss and got lost and had no idea what had happened. This time he defended self not another and this time he was compassionate and did not try to kill the perpetrators so he lived and walked away unscathed, lesson learnt. However his partner is deeply depressed now and has been badgering him uncharacteristically not allowing him to sleep.

A female born 83 has not died and been recussitated .She is a non working magician born with dreamstate clairvoyance and dreamstate projection who has acquired but she is being badgered by her spouse who called her from work and went on for 35 minutes whining about a personal issue which was his own fault. He then makes her angry and he eats that outburst to make himself feel good. He is seeing a psychologist. He cries daily before going to work. He becomes more depressed away from his meat which is Chrissy who has been drained so much she has Lupus now and is still being parasitically drained by her depressed spouse.

Another born 88 has not died either , she is not active at study, work or sexually . She is depressed and gaining weight . She sleeps a lot . She is a kind gentle soul who works a lot in dreamstate and works in meditation too with other
magicians. She gave up the antidepressants because they made her worse. She has been depressed for two years now.
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« Reply #86 on: May 08, 2011, 01:42:43 AM »

with Cloak/ Matthew
Saturday 7 May 2011

Fire Path a stage after the marriage of the golden solar gargoyle
and the emerald archangel

More here about Cherubim/Kerubim

Invocation of 5 helpers and Christ the male principle archangels a Lunar Work
to be followed at a later date by the invocation of 6 female archangels a Solar Work

We sat in trance in dim light in sacred space
entering the ashram saw a small circle of people there others constantly projecting in so that 2 became 5 became 500 there at least. Not in real time but astrally connecting and working on this stage of the Kerubim Angels.

We extended the energy body split at the waist above into a silver white and black blue tree above hanging upside down in the hanged man pose. We extended the energy body split at the waist below into a golden green tree on left and a red golden tree on right ,  below

The body morphed into a golden skeleton with gargoyle wings and ruby eyed on the right and an emerald angel with angel wings and sapphire eyed on the left.

"We humbly invoke into the left leg of each head bowed here now, Gabriel
Gabriel enter our left leg now and be one with us, please . Lead us , Guide us Protect us now Gabriel, please." Emerald Green Air coloured up this limb now.

"We humbly invoke into the right leg of each head bowed here now, Raphael . Raphael enter our right leg now and be one with us please . Lead us , Guide us Protect us Raphael now please." Ruby Red Earth  coloured up this limb now.

"We humbly invoke into the right arm of each head bowed here now, Auriel . Auriel enter our right arm now and be one with us please . Lead us , Guide us Protect us Auriel now please." Golden yellow Fire  coloured up this limb now.

"We humbly invoke into the left arm of each head bowed here now, Michael. Michael enter our left arm now and be one with us please . Lead us , Guide us Protect us Michael now please." Sapphire Blue Water  coloured up this limb now.

"We humbly invoke into the head of each one bowed here now, Christ . Christ enter our head now and be one with us please . Lead us , Guide us Protect us Christ now please." Silver White Akasha coloured up this silver white cube now.

"We humbly invoke into the head of the hanged man below us of each head bowed here now, Samael .  Samael enter our infernal head now and be one with us please . Lead us , Guide us Protect us Samael now please."

Golden Black Earth  coloured up this golden black cube now.
A flourish of purple and blue energy rose up from the infernal roots.

The right hand began to move first tiny snakes at the pinky ,ring , middle and index finger and finally a large one pulses through the right thumb physically moving the skin and causing the thumb to move too. The space above the left eye pulsed reciprocally and a flat sheet of snake headed energy erupted between the scalp and the temple. then short dragon frills appeared from the shoulder to the elbow.  A golden lion angel erupted from the right shoulder. The arm became a golden lion soft fur and golden claws. Auriel said "This is far easier as you have
known me already." And it moved so effortlessly.

The left leg began to shoot out lightning through the toes. The leg became a green feathered dragon taloned and emerald. From the left shoulder it projected but the leg remained emerald feathered. Winged frills sprouted from the back of the thigh and shin. A spot behind the right ear formed frills on the head.  

Suddenly a giant boa constrictor erupted from the bone and undulated down the leg exiting through the heel and turning to naught. It had been attached to my right ovary. I had become attached when healing and had no idea. Ooze dripped from my right elbow too. I saw that the wrapping of the kidneys last night in a ruby girdle had killed off a flat parasite like Cloak had had around his chest yesterday. Now the hips have 4 ruby discs instead.

The right leg began to form a long golden red furry highland cattle leg. Winged frills sprouted from the back of thigh and shin. It felt heavy like concrete I could not take this comfortably it seemed unnatural.

The left hand began as above. The frills began from the elbow to the wrist this time. A silver blue vulture goddess erupted from the left shoulder. The left arm became a sapphire eagle wing a feathered leg of the eagle on the bone and talons on the fingers.

Above the right temple and then the left came isis layers of rainbow coloured feathered scales red yellow blue green above the eye to the scalp.

Then the golden skeleton walked into the emerald angel in another alchemical marriage. The result was a chartreuse angel paler and diminished in size , strength and ability but healed from the darkness, again.

We entered the brain and saw 5 piles of rubble the centre near the back was above the spine
and two above the eyes and two above the ears.
We manifested positive golden electric piles of treasure above each negative gray pile of rocks then married these to each other raising energy above and descending energy below
this grew 5 pillars in the head
this opened the head and the chakras within grew huge
after a time we were instructed to have a great yawn;
Christ taught us to do the great yawn again with bandha locks
we hyperextended the neck and extended the energy body mouth past the physical body .
We inhaled deeply
then locked the throat and moved this energy to the space between throat and perineum
we locked again by pushing the diaphram downward
we locked again by pulling up the pelvic floor
and sucking back the abdominal walls
this formed a bolus in the heart
which we added to with the next half breath .
Then sent this out through the entire body like a nova
(best into extended limbs like the asana of Da Vinci'sVitruvian Man )

Christ said

"What is cleaned do not foul "

he showed a great black bat over the world and said

"Look here, this is nothing do not let the darkness be part of your universe .Consume the darkness and create from it the greater light "

From the side the dark bat looked like a paper Halloween decoration or a child's Batman drawing

"Do not walk in sin again"

Then he placed an internal  white staff with a purple moon orb crowning it down the crown (the opposite of the external black wand with a white sun crown used to clean externally) and said ,

"Go and sin no more"

Christ appeared as a white angel now smaller less radiant with four thin pairs of wings upon his back
one ruby , one golden, one sapphire and one emerald.

He bade all assembled to rest and we became diminished and smaller too.
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« Reply #87 on: May 29, 2011, 11:59:45 PM »

Sunday 29 May 2011

Reading Blaze
Gorgeous rainbow rings in auric wake around guardian angel
viewed upon linking

Archangel is having lessons on empowering
young pregnant women
to make loving choices or forgiving self
the auras surround in rainbow colours
pink cord of loving energy from his brow, heart and throat
to inspire , teach, heal , encourage, uplift
I hear vanguard, a protector.

And the Lady of Guadalupe appears behind him
wearing rings of rainbow colours also

his mother touches his right shoulder
she is wearing a golden aura and an emerald dress
working on her own ascension, too
She shows a mountain with a lighthouse at the peak
in Shamballah
but at a place I have not been too yet...
into which she projects with Blaze and others
healing their Forest of Souls in dreamstate
she points to a crib and places a purple jewel in it
and speaks about incarnating together over generations
and creating new vessels for incarnation
and speaks about health and the future

and then shows a silver cap on his great eye
which has a purple blue iris and large as a child's basketball
or the head of a toddler
which floats before his face in front of the third eye
and another on the inner third eye
and speaks about freeing self from not wanting to see

The body is mostly sapphire

In the MoonStone
the blue and indigo chakras have been repelled from the core
and seem haploid one as a yamakah on the skull
the other as a bowl in the jaw
the core is brilliant and spinning engorged with light
inside the core is a bright indigo to purple jewel
it is a rhomboid crystal in the centre spinning on the spine
like a vertical bead
It looks like the red ruby from which the guardian demon projected
but I do not know what projects from it yet...

Balanced three equal energy centres are the 2 chakras green and yellow and the core between them is golden and the same size and shape

the chakras are beginning to repel and the core has an auric wake
like an hourglass shape as the orange is repelled from the red

the red ruby of the guardian demon spins within the core

His mother teaches us
she shows a spool and spins three jewel coloured wheels between 2 bases
above and below
the red is the belly or EarthStone ,
the yellow is the chest or SunStone,
the indigo-purple is the head or MoonStone,
the green is the top base
and the silver is the bottom base
the colours are radiant and pure
"Even so "she says and shows two shadows which could become dis-ease

The hand is purple turning sapphire
The palm has a great eye opening like a flower bud
the floral casing is silver white the eye is purple-blue

The foot is sapphire
There is a purple tube of energy from the ball of the foot to the heel
and this is new to me too...
which runs like a river gurgling audibly clairaudiently

and the Tree of Life is radiant
the entire foot is sapphire but within it are white blue centres
around the perimeter under the toes
above the heel and from the pinky to the heel and from the heel to the big toe
the instep is stronger and has a budding great eye


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« Reply #88 on: August 27, 2011, 04:20:57 PM »

August 23 2011
Reading Billy Curran

The body remains biforcated from stem to stern divided along the spine into  right and left halves of the human energy body and is also divided into Hermetic quarters as evidenced in the 4 limbs;

The right arm is golden and lion pawed . The shoulder is dragon winged and a dark emerald green. A symbol of Leo floats over the shoulder. The right side of the face is a lion crowned. The right leg is a dark crimson red and is cloven hooved like a ram or ox. A symbol of Aries floats over the top of the foot.

The left side of the body is bat winged like the flying monkey of Oz and the arm is sapphire blue as is the left side of the face. It is a monkey arm and the left side looks like Shiva in the form of the Monkey God. http://hinduism.about.com/od/lordhanuman/a/hanuman.htm

The left leg is human and hairy and girded in a sort of kilt/loin cloth skirt with a sandal that laces up to the knee.

Magnificently, the head has borne giant eyes over the ears which are open and turning . The pupil is the width of a palm the eye lid and eyelashes stretch a decimeter across the head.

The entire body is actually a chartreuse green with this other layer of morphing above it but the green shows on hands and feet .

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6 Sept 2011
snakes of energy wrap around a womb that forms within the mystic heart

AC & Jodie
The Faerion

a jaguar goddess lying in a great white eye
eating the moon
lying upon a black smooth rock
climbing into a baobab tree of Life in Africa

flying from the top of the tree
the mother vulture Goddess Mot

a pillar of indigo energy violet blue
into which we projected
intensely cold an attunement from the Goddess
energy descending from crown down
causes a column of energy to exude from perineum emptying out
now a rising energy from perineum upwards
caused the toxins from the trials of life
to exude as dhbuti fine gray ash from eyes nostrils and ears et cetera
not materialised just the smell and clairvoyant view and clairsentient feel of dhbuti

an indigo boa with golden crescents moons
studding along the length of the serpent
wraps around the heart forming a womb within heart
reminiscent of the heart of anu
but female not male not 3.5 loose coils but numerous tightly wound coils
as the taoist alchemy belief a womb, a brain and a heart  in each tan tien
so in the moon, sun and earth stones must come a womb,a brain and a heart

Jodie projected from the centre of the top of the head as two violet ice filaments which separated and became 4 than a 5th these thin lines of energy
became an elongated bird then a faerie impossibly thin long face pointed chin
breasts under the armpits separated and very high enormous eyes long strands of filmy thin hair

fae spawn
an image on the Tree of Life
of a mother and a father faerion in cloud of blue heart
with thin white to clear tapered wings facing each other crowning
above the angelic realm

Faeries Godforms from other planets
Christ as Faerion
Isis as Faerion
Rhiannon as Faerion

a king wearing a green cloak with a golden staff
a tuff of white hair like a flame torch above his head

exuding from the crown 2 blue white filaments


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« Reply #90 on: October 12, 2011, 10:46:08 PM »

25 September 2011
(Full Moon was 12 Sept 2011)

"Moon Kundalini" for the very first time
Asleep spooning my spouse
and woken from an intense energy from the heart
a sequence of waves
emitting out of heart and moving down to the feet
like the moon pulling the tide
the energy moved then to each successive chakra pulling the wave down to the feet
from the orange chakra , then the red chakra
and then the rose chakra and flowing down and out of the feet
a feeling of oneness with the Great Goddess
compassion for all and love for all
connected to all

A vision of the Goddess with purple eyes no arms no legs
golden moon hair to the waist from the hips upward the sea as a skirt
then she sprouts arms which she spreads out and turns the crescent moon on her crown
radiating light down her hair and down her arms
and turning slowly her belly becoming the world
she showers blessings upon the globe
stars from eyes moonlight from fingertips

Then i rose from bed
to run to pc
forgetting spine injury
the energy block had moved down and out
and my feet were level on the floor at once
the leg not drawn up short
able to walk without pain :)

but found Rawn Clark was not there ...again :(
Rawn Clark facilitates a Bardon Praxis discussion group on Skype
I have been trying to catch it but for me it meets each Sunday night /Monday morning at 3am
and rising to wake each time I arrive and there is no class
missed trying last week and first class conducted in 5 weeks Sigh.
oh well cherished the moment of no pain
which was short lived

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27 September 2011
Jodie and AC
when we sat down in circle
before we opened the attunement began
but the moon kundalini did not start at the heart this time it had risen to the crown
and descended the front of the body in waves again

peeling away and a layers of energy like cheese or chocolate curls from grater curling upward from the body like a
a series of larger and larger white petals
as the waves descended down the body
1. brow centre & sinuses there
2. cheeks & sinuses there
3. out of front of ears
3. out of the nose & sinuses there
4. from; mouth
5. throat
6. collarbone
7. heart
8. belly
9. perineum
10. sub perineum
11. legs
12,. toes

In the mirror above the fireplace
the Goddess appears
long golden hair
filled with tiny golden candles ablaze
as she shakes her hair it sounds like tinkling bells
Stella Locus est
stars here is
from the stars here is
the bringer of the starlight
the shaker of the stars
the mother of Rhiannon
an ancient one
a faerion
from her came astarte
from her came astaroth
from her came Nut

she appears as naked tall thin ebony skinned flat chested youth
leaning backwards in a crab asana
belly up high
feet in front
hands behind and above head

stars scatter as they fall off of her navel mouth fingers , breasts and all orifices a shower of stars
from her came the Goddess who's breast milk became the milky way
from her came Rhiannon and Canon /Quan Yen though they are not each other she becomes them

on me 4 spikes the screwdrivers become 4 nadic tubes
not spiraling like the nadis
not in a double helix like the nadis
but linear and not entirely internal
but from the external tthrough the body and to the external  again
the shafts entered the body this order
1 on left side into left ovary and down left labia
2. on right side into right ovary and down right labia
3. down front below navel to perineum
4. down back below navel to perineum.
at 4 cardinal directions
these begin as gray
but now coloured
red behind and green on front
blue on left and, right orange,
but on jodie there are 8 in a wheel like spokes
when opened this is a golden wheel with jewel coloured spokes
when closed it is a cauldron
and a womb like a vessel with a blue ring like a cervix below
above it another vessel inverted
coming around Jodie's waist a golden ring, again
at the perineum a blue ring beneath each of us another at the crown
between a golden ring around the waist.

a vision of Golden candle haired Goddess again
no limbs
her head in stars
around her waist a golden ring
her body in the ocean
she sprouts arms these become clawed she howls and grimaces a monstrous hag ~ the crone
she becomes younger wiggles her arm in a seductive dance the tramp she sprouts leg open like a star/ she is raped by a man arranged marriage a slave or the whore
she reaches her arms out and becomes younger still hugging children ~ the mother the madonna
she becomes a child of a mother ~ the maiden
now we create the child and become the good mother

4 purple ropes suspended as from a ceiling above us
around us cardinal positions
a white ebb pulsing in the centre
like a bead around each
but looking like crescent moons on either side
as we look through the centre of them
these are uncoloured yet
all purple white beginning
like the silver cord
or antakarana before these
this is the next imagery of a tether to the universe
ascending these we come to the black and white cubes on the clasp of the necklace of cosmic stones

a greek in long toga at the left of fireplace
phaeton phaetalon
a philosopher
teacher of hermetics
right arm raised in speech
left arm encircles scrolls
a past life of hers
he is over her face now
he teaches
concerning faerion
and the bornless ritual
of Crowley and Mathers
not the emergence of the HGA but
still very similar to the bornless ritual
this is to create the next angelic aspect

Before we met the HS and the GA
and had knowledge of and communication with the combined HGA
and before and after that stage of angelic ascension
we sacrificed our angel light and heightened vibration in order to transmute our darker sides

The red demon stayed with us when we sacrificed
our first white statue of an angel in projection to God
it ascended without us and came back to teach us
We lost the beautiful blue soul of the HS to transmute the LS in the amber star stone
but in time the HS shone again

We lost the archangel , for a time, to transmute the black and white archangel/archdemon
and now we are not finding and taking away again
subtracting to add
sacrificing to gain
The best of our energy is lifted up to transmute the darkest part of our selves
We are putting in more energy to create a new aspect
which we will fling into the universal river of life
and seed other planets with the highest consciousness that we can produce, right now

We see visions of us on the banks of the River of Death laying a bundle into the dark waters
like a swaddling babs like Moses into the bulrushes
but this is a egg of golden energy in a dark purple wrapping

The faerion are dwellers near the clasp
two cubes black and white
untwist becoming 4 cubes which become 4 spheres;
behind her left shoulder black night
before her left shoulder the white full moon
before her right shoulder the white sphere of day
behind the left shoulder the golden sun

the fae are human air elementals
these are the tattwas of the Godhead
but not an equivalent set of our earth ,fire, air and water
sun noble fire
day noble air?
night noble earth ?
moon noble water

Do other planets have the same elements or do they have different elements altogether?
Are they carbon based life forms of mostly water in diverse forms ?
CHON ; Carbon, Hydrogen, Oxygen & Nitrogen ?

we see a glass bead being formed over the fire
each mineral added is a different colour
carefully red, blue, orange, green are added
then the Goddess wrests this apart like two halves of an egg shell
and the egg yolk that drips from the right hand is red and orange
and from the left hand its blue and green
derived from the cubes but not the same as the cubes

the faerion are more air more than tetrapolar and they dwell in other dimensions.
they may be winged and fly or swim in the sea or fishtailed yet swim or fly through the air

(consort of rhiannon legametron?)Huh??

a vision of a queen locust gigantic compared to her spawn like a queen bee to a hive
she crouches above a high cliff surveying her world below her
hissing to them all
you are nothing you are dust you are sand upon the wind
she had mated with the strongest survivor of a warlike clan
now  she produces live young which have the message of compassion, love, hope and justice within them because she is the mother
she could easily give birth and fly away but she does not
she sacrifices self remaining and does not struggle as her violent spawn eat her alive.
her act is done she knows that her message carries forward
that all they do is judged within
her offspring are not faerion as she
they are diploids half angel from her half demon from their father
they are violent vile selfish warlike and self serving
but they feel guilt
they feel remorse
they are learning
and after generations
they will come to seek the light ...eventually
she could fly away but not from this world only from this land
so huge she could not fly far
why not end this misery by being consumed and nourishing her brood?

Jedda appears Jodie's mum in trilocation
1. alive unaware ~the crone
2. under arm of Rhiannon called a daughter appearing as a child of 8 years old~ the girl
3. on the beach of the river of souls climbing from the waters ready to reincarnate ~ the maiden
no mother at all
yet she is a grandmother and she held a baby and cooed recently
how the baby girl looked just like her and she wanted another
yet she was not a nurturer and abandoned Jodie at 14 years old
and when reunited Jodie was an adult who reversed the roles
and "raised her mum" instead
as if mum was a teenager with angst,with boy trouble, alcohol and drug troubles and mental illness
appearing there on the shores of life and death
akasha bled from her toes dipped into the water
and Jodie cried as she discussed her mother had actually sacrificed herself there
not usually able to let go of something indeed anything
here she let go of a part of self in order to move on
to move forward
cutting the silver cord from this earth

Christ over Jodie now
the akasha prince from this world,Earth
he teaches us to lift up the heart
and let go
to move upward, onward

a vision of the world
a tree of life coming out of the north pole the roots from the south
righting the poles to perpendicular not 23degrees anymore
a cloud of fumes rising which mushrooms above
nuclear bomb
the green earth blackens
and falls apart
into pieces scattered like stars
across the universe
to seed other planets
wtih the human stars whom are part angel and part demon

this is a graduation
and once more it is the kindergarten
once again the end of a wheel
and we are neophytes on the next one.

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« Reply #92 on: October 12, 2011, 10:48:36 PM »

Full Moon October 12 2011
I womb pillars continue
In the last few weeks there have been stabbing pains as vertical pillars surround the womb to the left , right and front of the centre these feel horribly painful
The womb has become enclosed in a smaller circle of vertical pillars like the cage that began from shoulders to hips that was followed by an inner cage around the heart

and now around the belly.

II lower arm pillars
Yesterday the arms began to ache with similar linear stabbing pains
especially around the wrists

Clairvoyantly, I can barely see the energy from the base of the thumb to the elbow on each arm
but the feeling is a strong bar of energy solid and symmetric in nature
being evenly distributed on both lower arms

To be continued...


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12October 2011 Full Moon
Stephanie Debbie Catherine

*Pillars are manifesting around each stone

*Girdle of pillars
womb pillars last one is behind the right hip that is missing but there are definitely pillars to the front at the  left ovary,centre  and right ovary
and the same in the rear and on the left hip too to make 7 /8 of a wheel

*Heart pillars
similarly, smaller pillars surround the heart

*Chambered Heart
The heart previously had 8 chambers 4 pillow lozenges in front and 4 more in back
now the heart has four physical hearts like a bunch of purple grapes hanging in four clumps off of a golden spine

Note: Both girdle and heart pillars are within the greater pillared wheel from shoulders to hips which manifested first, some years ago

*Throat is pillared ;
Throat within the throat of S. there are 8 pillars and 4 pairs of miniature jewel toned snakes which move from the right base of the throat to anchor self with teeth biting into the

left jawline at the position of the human canine teeth and rear molars and on the left base of the throat these snake over to the right jaw line.

*Tongue develops energy centres;
On S.
on the right at the back of the tongue is a pencil eraser sized yellow jewel toned energy centre
on the right at the front before it curves is a red one
on the left back across from yellow , it is blue
on the left front across from red, it is green
at the tip it is silver
*Lunar Fire Tongue
on D,
the entire tongue has become buttermilk yellow with golden moon or Lunar Fire
and the teeny energy centres appear yellow too
the back two have become eyes
the front two are teeth of a cobra
at the tip of the human  tongue there is a forked cobra tongue flickering

*Lunar Fire Tonsil Spheres
There are a pair of sun and moon spheres crowning the right and left adenoids
which are blue moon and golden sun on one and spilling buttermilk lunar fire on another magician

*Kerubim Wheels of the Chariot Minor Sephiroth;
The eyes are jewel like larger than golf balls on D. the ovaries are similarly adorned on S.
right eye ruby faceted but spheroid
left eye emerald
right ovary topaz sun
left ovary blue white sapphire moon
These four microsephiroth emerged years ago but have developed faceted faces and doubled in size

*Inner satelliting moons swell and seem to exit through ears
Ears have blue white moon spheres coming out of either lobe !

*Two flaccid cobra heads on the scalp
On S. an angular faced cobra lies asleep coming out of the rear left neck and draping over the right eye
another emerges from the front right neck and drapes asleep over the back of the left eye
this indicates a future Kundalini event is emerging now
On D. the cobra eyes remain closed but the mouths are open signalling awakening.

*Right Arm
The golden fleeced lion skin of Heracles dons the right shoulder on each of us
*Left Arm
An emerald green toga cloak is pinned to the left shoulder only on D. so this comes after the right arm evidently

*Arm Pillars
D. has complained of piercing pains in wrist for over a week
I just got these yesterday.
Pillars surround her wrist on both arms these began on the left wrist to elbow and soon built reciprocally on the left as each pillar was placed
left , right and left right again
she has metal warrior bracelets
left and right arm from wrist to centre of lower arm
and from centre of lower arm to elbow on D. and S. but I lack the one on the upper part of right lower arm still.
On D. there is arm cuff from shoulder half way down the upper arm on left and right shoulders
Vision that the legs get these also in same order lower than upper thigh

*Leg Armour
the front of each leg here has a plate from just above the knee to between the toes
on D. there is a golden brown leather thong laced up the back also

*Hands & Feet
the phalanges are doubled 10 will be on each some have 6 or 8 still as these double t
the fully doubled fingers have tesla coil like energy rising up purple fingers
when this network is complete the hand can open or switch on and become one flame of lunar fire
from the heel of hand /foot to tips of phalanges

Paymon who did not appear roaring but was silent
and who did not appear on a camel but stood upon his own two legs
but did always appear in the Northwest
and stood silently on 5 previous appearances
not answering or questioning
but spoke gently on his 6th appearance
to begin this circle

naked silent plastic fluoro pink hermaphrodite in blonde flip hairstyle
wtih a beardless female face glamourously adorned in makeup
with a male body without genitalia like a Ken Doll
and a heavily muscled male chest with very wide shoulders and huge pectorals

tonight the hermaphrodite appeared in the NorthEast instead
this time standing behind a purple pillar of energy from floor to ceiling on this pillar ascended horizontal white bands of energy
which flickered at the top before descending to the base
and rising once more
across from them was Mary standing in the SouthWest
in an ice blue column with a silent head bowed
around her were vertical bands of white light
she is the column and is within it as its liferoce its spine and heart and mind and  body
he is behind the column born from out of it
like an apple from a tree

the pink form changes to have moth antennae and faerion wings
the legs became female too but the chest remained male

who is pink like a toy plastic pig
fluoro pink skinned heavily muscled
naked hairless man
with a woman's face
and with hairstyled into a long blonde flip
who appears silently in the Northwest 5 times previously
not as a demon nor as a man or woman
but as the hermaphrodite

now he changes standing behind the pillar in the NE
he becomes faerion before us
having moth like antennae growing out of his crown
and angel butterfly wings from his back and shoulders
he is hermaphrodite no more
and is male awash in colours 
his body becomes  pink , purple and green

Tonight the silent hermaphrodite spoke
I am the firt born to the Goddess
I am Orijah the first child born of the Goddess on this planet
I am the King Bael Balal?
I am Ba el the Consort to the Goddess Astarte
I am the Father  of the Bee Goddess Huh??
I am the Mabon the stolen son of the Celts the loss of whom caused the seasons
born on diverse planets as the son of the Goddess , the consort of the Goddess and father of the Goddess ,
as the first and only God she bares
as the father to the awaited princess

My vibration has come to the Earth again
to heal the rift
between the sun and the moon
between the yin to the yang
between woman and man
and to remind those who have forgotten the Goddess
healing the rift

The Golden Bee Goddess appeared female faced
gold and black body many wings buzzing standing on tail
saw a vision of the past and her rites
in the  Minoan  Cult
female mystics
female scribes
all powers were female

Here was a Goddess after Christians failed to restore the Temple of Solomon
which was crushed by Ezekiel, Solomon, Peter,Irenaeus and the Catholic Church so that a myth was perpetuated
that there were no female apostles
reminded of the 7 inner gates of the Temple as taught by Christ in the Pistis Sophia
these are the 7 Golden Lampstands of the Bible and the 7 Hindu Chakras and so there were called 7 female apostles
in the Tree of Life on each body there are 12 outer gates these are the sephiroth and so there were called 12 male apostles
Before the temple was shattered there were God and Goddess in all lands
Before the temple was rebuilt the Goddess had power over life, rebirth and death

Before my son attempted to restore the temple I reigned supreme.
Now the Goddess is not recalled by the Jew, the Christian or the Muslim.
But Pagans, Wiccans and Hindis remember me still.
Until the world remembers me I slumber and can not heal it

A gigantic purple cobra stood upon its tail
in the centre of the circle
blazing emerald eyes and four bony thin arms
I am Grandmother Kundalini
I am stronger than my children
I am mighter than Mother Kundalini
where she went one direction I will go two
where she followed two paths I will follow four
I am more powerful  than Father Kundalini
where he was one element I will be two
Where they were two mated cobras I will be four
where there are two sides I will have four corners
be aware of my sign
look for my sign
3 blue moons
In a left palm she rolled 3 blue round stones
She breathed a breath of life into her palm and these became 3 great blue seeds
She rolled them again and breathed the breath of death and these became 3 blue round pulsing eggs struggling to be hatch
she rolled these again and sucked out the death and these became 3 glowing blue moons
she sucked upon them drawing out the life and these were 3 blue round stones

and so to the centres in the physical body in the head belly and chest
in the moon, sun and earth stones
shall the breath of life awaken their energy to grow the nadis
and the breath of death rouse them to make them leave the nest
and removing the breath of death they shall shine like the moon full of life sustaining energy in the energy body
and now the breath of life is removed and the mon becomes the dormant stone
continually draw upon the breath of life so that the energy storage centres of the body do not become dead rocks
but life can be restored to a stone 

Although I am the trinity of mother maiden and crone
I am the Goddess
I am also she who will bear and she who bore the Godhead
I am the fetus who will be born to the Goddess and the fetus who will be the Godhead
I am the child born to the Goddess and the child born as Godhead
I am the mother and grandmother who raised and will raise the Godhead
I am she who is and was and will be and shall ever be so
without me there is no God or Goddess
and that planet that does not know me
can not be healed

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« Reply #94 on: October 17, 2011, 05:42:48 PM »

Concerning Lunar Kundalini 11-17 Oct 2011
strangely all readings have been female since the full moon
12 October 2011;
AC, Jodie, Deborah, Stephanie,Penny, Mary
these readings have revealed patterns ;

First felt Lunar Kundalini may descend from the crown to the tree below the feet
shaking turning like a plunger into a sink drain
until the rootball and tap root  is freed
and then a darkness is uplifted and pulled away
as it is coming up out of the crown
the energy centres send out waves which are pulled along and upwards
like a tide by the moon
This is followed in a crescendo of downward light
a torrent within which radiates , heals and calms the soul
as it is lifted upwards in vibration
and the tree is removed from its mire
to be transplanted elsewhere
to be continued...

The Tree of Life appears conical like a Christmas Tree
but white to white yellow to buttermilk yellow in colour
and the branches are like shaved chocolate or cheese curling upwards
thin layers of energy off of each chakra and sephira curling and curving upwards
The tree begins in geoconcentrical rings widest at feet and smallest supernally above the crown
and then it is a linear spiral one line curving around the trunk as it ascends
then it becomes a double helix ascending and descending

The Lessons of the Lunar Fire are letting go
heal the roots as always
but we may only prune a root when it is light
if we cut away moldy festering roots
these provide a basis of fungus
which rots all other adjacent roots
if the root is clean and wick we need not prune it
if it is rotting then push deeply into it lengthening it
sending it light and healing and pushing it out of your universe and
reclaiming as much as you can in healthy wick roots
then prune off the furthest smallest moldy wet bit
and in reflection continue this process.
the demon is healed by sacrificing the light of the angel unto it
and then the magician has for a time 2 angels much weaker but no demon
the lower self , the arch demon , the dark watcher
all of these aspects of the shadow tree or dark roots are healed by sharing the harvest of light from above
by sacrificing some of the good light and sending it down the trunk to the root
feel the pain of the enemy on the root
and find the best light the fruit or blossom in the branches above
draw the rain of the heavens to that light vein and pass the lunar fire
through that vein to reach the dark enemy you wish to heal
we are all connected
each human is us
we must only travel far enough back
to find we are the enemy
we are the soldier , the murderer , the rapist, the drunk driver , et cetera
we heal the self, then the family, then the group soul, then the community , then the world , then the universe
until we forgive those who hurt and harm us , we cannot forgive ourselves of our own transgressions
until we ask those souls to forgive us and ask for those who harmed us to be forgiven by others we can not fully heal and transmute those pains they inflicted
Buddha reminds us to thank the enemy for they are our best teacher
by past life regression we can go far enough back in time to find when we were the enemy that afflicts us in this life
and pity them for we have grown towards the light
and they languish in the dark basement and hels on earth
the sins we commit against each other are punished in this life and in the next
there is hel here on earth
and hels in the nightmare realms
and hels below
we may escape the hels by love and forgiveness
we may lift others out by mercy and compassion and by love and forgiveness
i find it a diservice to deny the existence of hels
there is suffering all around us
created by us
we create evil
we create the hels
we create the suffering
but we cannot hope to alleviate by pretending it is not there
there those I respect as magicians
who will insist that no hell exists
they are afraid to open their eyes to see it yet
and they hope it is not there
and so they tell others it does not exist
so that they will not have to face the mirror
look in the mirror now
forgive yourself
forgive others

A Wiccan Prayer and Forgiving and Releasing Ritual
Feel where your awareness is taken when you consider your greatest enemy in this life
where on your tree do they attach to you
find this root and find its vein
follow it
take this awareness upward to the crown of the Tree
and fill this vein with love and light and healing grace , forgiveness, mercy , compassion
and let it drink heavily of the love and light of the universe
drenching itself
engorging itself
push the light down until the dark moldy root becomes thick green and wick and begins to grow longer stronger and further from you
then push further
when you can not lengthen or push this root to grow further away from you anymore
take out the cosmic pruning scissors
See them before you now
lift up the mirror
show them what they did to you in the past
in truth
in love
and fully revealed
now say

"I forgive you
I release you
I prune you from my Tree of Life "

Cut them away from you
cut their root from your  tree

Now find the attachment cord in your heart
where does it tug or burn when you think of the enemy
and follow it up to your crown
fill it with light and push the light
down to make it wiggle and grow longer away from you
then hold it in your projected hands
and cauterise it with light burning the ends like a rope to seal it off

Then say
"You are not a part of my universe "
"Let no enmity exist between me and thee "
"You are not now and shall not be a part of my Tree"

Drink water , Seek sunlight
stand beneath an outside shower such as is found at the beach
and with the feet in the sand
let the water run through the cut roots and the whole tree
let the sunlight fill the body
in the full moon shower once more with warm water
or sit in a hottub beneath the full moon
and bathe
imbibe your potion with love , healing , emerald wick energy, compassion , growth , forgiveness
drink deeply
and Rest and Rejoice.

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« Reply #95 on: November 27, 2011, 12:35:27 PM »

There's an elemental energy that has been seen in the throat of several magicians. It is purple and it forms in the core or middle of the aqua throat energy centre. It facilitates evocation.

This purple is not fire, earth, water or air or akasha, imho. It is a higher noble vibrational energy of a purple but purple energy is not new to the energy body.

The purple energy is mentioned briefly in IIH by Bardon;
"The middle along the magician up to the globe is dark purple, representing the sign of the akasa principle. Above the magician's head, with an invisible ribbon for a crown, there is a gold- edged silvery white lotus flower as a sign of the divinity. In the inside there is the ruby red philosophers' stone symbolizing the quintessence of the whole hermetic science. On the right side in the background there is the sun, yellow like gold and on the left side we see the moon, silvery-white, expressing plus and minus in the macro- and
microcosm, the electrical and magnetical fluids...The eternal, the infinite, the boundless, and the uncreated have been expressed symbolically by the word AUM and the dark purple to black colour."And in KTQ "The "S" is the 19th letter. It has to be practiced in a purple red color until it is mastered perfectly."

Purple is the colour of the hermaphrodite neither blue female or red male.

Purple  is the neutral energy colouring of the human energy body at the resting stage between the end of a stage and the beginning of another stage.
The entire energy body colours up in this order through the Lunar and Solar works; purple, sapphire, green, yellow, black,black/red, red, white, silver, golden and then purple again. Purple is the alpha and omega colouring.

Purple is the colour of the alchemical marriage of the sun and the moon. So it could be the 1st or the 7th element to manifest. But Bardon conjectured it was the sign of akasa and fifth.

The purple works are not referred to 'exactly' in alchemical treatises , at least not to my knowledge. There is the Cauda Pavonis or Tail of the Peacock, which is the rapid change in colouration through purples and blues to green like the colourful peacock feathers.  There are numerous alchemical references, however, to the Hermaphroditic stages of the Lunar and Solar works.

The Tail of the Peacock is the end of the Great Work of the Sun. The peacock is considered an archetype of the Magus Christ. And the eye in the tail of the peacock is said to suggest the look of the third eye or the eye of Argus who sees all. Hera placed the hundred eyes of Argus on the peacock's tail.

Purple colours up in the crown chakra, first, I think. Then it appears in the left pinky and that lower vibration purple has been called l'eau de prima materia or the l'eau d'alchemiste meaning the water of the primary matter/substance or the water of the alchemist. But I have found skant information regarding this purple fluid and its nature in any alchemical texts. And it is not a pure water but secondary being a combination of blue water and red earth.Its nature is fluid and flowing so it is more like water. But it is not cold like water. It is warm like earth.

Purple shows up in the left foot too and much later colours up a secondary energy storage centre behind the head which has been called the Universal Stone. Within that energy centre the mystic can project or phase into the Universal Mind. 

But after that stone manifested, the purple did not improve for years. I have been watching it since 1996. I did not expect to see it become a core centre and this opens a new pattern. If Shen is noble fire, Chi is noble water, Ching is noble earth and Xie or whatever it is called is the noble air, than what is this noble purple?

Some humans born after 1984 were born at this purple vibration which exceeded the Indigo wave. Some children born after 1996 ,or so, have been at a higher vibration than purple having a sort of fluorescent hue to aspects of their aura and these young people have more innate abilities than the indigo or purples.

This new purple is exciting because it is the highest vibrational energy I have witnessed appearing in the middle or core of an energy centre of a magician. And it is perplexing because it appears in the centre of the aqua throat chakra and not one of the larger energy centres which have been called stones. Other chakras do not have cores only stones do.

The golden energy that appears within the head or moonstone is shen. This one gives clairvoyance and it is well documented across many magickal paradigms and across the generations of humanity.

The sapphire energy that manifests in the heart is chi. It is well known too but less is known about it then the Shen. It flows and directs the flow of the rest of the energies. It is the main rivers of energy flow throughout the human energy body and it is restorative and healing. It produces clairsentience.

The emerald energy that manifests in the belly is called ching. It is used by martial artists , drawn up through the hara line for power. It gives strength. It also produces flight and allows the first OBEs for the magician through the RTZ and lower astral planes.

The ruby energy that manifests in the supernal stone above the crown
in the middle of a chartreuse stone is relatively new. It affords greater manifestation . The magician begins to be able to create opportunities to become closer to Godhead . They begin ascending slowly in their vibration and begin to have lessons with angels in dreamstate. It might be related to the development of clairaudience but that remains to be seen.

Clairaudient centres begin in the head above the ears and then below them and in them. A vertical wheel of eight tiny energy centres is developing on the ears of magicians which affords clairaudience which is improved to some degree with each new centre. Just as noble fire through water centres yields clairvoyance, a noble air through earth centres yields clairaudience. But the Chartreuse Green Stone does not seem to connect to the middle of the head yet. It seems to be entirely supernal to it.

It is after these four areas ripen that this purple energy in the throat opens up and becomes the magical voice of the magician. This affords evocation.Interestingly "peacock throated" is the term for the look of the alchemist's glass and refers to the beginning and end of the spiritual works.

Amongst my local peers there is much speculation regarding the new voice core and the subtle purple tinged energy within the throat of the magician but not many answers ...yet.

I would like very much to hear from others regarding purple elemental subtle energies that they have seen clairvoyantly, witnessed in dreams or visions or read about in magickal texts either vedic, alchemical, hermetic or taoist in nature.

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« Reply #96 on: February 21, 2012, 06:40:11 PM »

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Reading Jodie
Feb 2012

There is a huge abyss between her right and left sides
4 on either side of her
4 skinny long necked vulture like women wearing the priestess tarot card , on left
4 plump shaven silly looking old men wearing the pope tarot card on right
between these her angel ;silver on left gold on right
the wings give a silhouette of a butterfly

A vision of her as a magician tarot beneath her , foot to foot the hanged man beneath him, head to head,  the pope .Above her, head to head, the priestess above her, foot to foot , the emperor and above him , head to head the empress but an abyss between the empress and the pope. This is a vertical wheel 4 above, 2 below and out of balance.

But the horizontal wheel is 8 four to the left and four to the right as the women and men on either side , the so called council of 9 completed by the Guardian Genus between them.

But now the Z axis is forming. The magician grows subtle energy forms which
allow consciousness to exist across vectors of  time and space. She leans forward in the Higher Self teaching the right arm extended in front at 45 degrees from trunk the left arm moves behind her back and forth that is to move to the future. The left arm straight at 45 degrees to the front and the left arm like a rudder moves in the back , this is to move through the past. The space vector controlled by the legs.

The reading was interrupted and will be continued later.

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« Reply #97 on: February 28, 2012, 06:17:20 AM »

(This is my level now and it is behind the World Walker stage of Jodie just before this post )
Purple Angel with Sun & Moon Wings
26 Feb 2012

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Christ instructed me to draw the golden dragon up the spine to the base of the head . It was like a thin thread now and not the thick roaring dragon headed cobra it began as yesterday. The thread split and pierced my limbs becoming 5 threads, the neck of which became the dragon but two headed at the top of my spine. The hands and feet did not have any kundalini thread within them .

The left side head consumed more of my negative ego,  the right side exhaled fire. This alleviated some of the pain I had been experiencing with the energy flow of kundalini fire which has affected by abdomen.

The left side sucked up the shadow from the left shoulder to the left foot circling back to the right foot and to the right shoulder. The right side replaced the shadow with fire and light coarsing down the the right shoulder to the right foot and across the left foot and up to the left shoulder again.

My consciousness split and I became the blue ring of smoking water which cooled to become the silver moon and red ring of earth became the golden circle of the sun. As the fire cooled, my left eye turned smoky blue and the red eye was like a cooling coal.

These rings slipped from their embrace and split apart the silver moon became a left silver wing the golden sun became the right golden wing.

The purple centre in the aqua throat chakra became a purple eye of this angel form. It is incomplete.

The fire kundalini had caused a great deal of pain when it rose through my stomach, gall bladder and pancreas. I was told to wake and eat apples ,raisins and drink hot water. I was told to refrain from cheese, milk and meat for a time.This has not affected my younger peers who passed through this stage without any pain.

The Purple Angel is a basal level of world walker.
The head is Faerion. It has blazing points of lights emitting from the scalp like a crown. It has the face of the human magician but the ears are pointed and high on the head. The skin is cold and lavender. The chin is long and pointed. The eyes are bright purple. This angel is unknown to me yet. This is my level now and I have seen it on younger peers in readings this week too. It is behind the World Walker stage of Jodie et al in the previous post.

I believe but I am not sure that this Purple Angel has just begun to incarnate on one other world . Whereas Jodie has been on a handful already. Heidi has been on more than a dozen. Robert and Billy have been on Earth and at least one other that is the locust/grasshopper like sentient being which appeared to Robert Bruce since his youth and has appeared to Billy also.

I have met a few others who have lived there and they have a layer of chakral energy which is shaped like a chevron nested around their human chakras. I have not lived anywhere else yet but have had lessons about preparing the soul that is going to incarnate on another planet. Others who have the purple angel with the sun and moon wings also do not have any recall of living on another planet. Of all humans I have read, and there have been over 500 readings now, each is either;
*unaware human

It remains a curiosity to me why the dragon is part of the cosmology of our human soul but it is there since ancient days. It represents the Middle Way. The RHP is dogma, sun , father and male. the LHP is magick, moon, mother and female. Ascension is the angel, both male and female. Descension is the demon both male and female.The Dragon is the middle way between the angel and the demon. It is not malevolent or benevolent, it is the corporeal subtle energy called Kundalini  ;


*The dragon guarded the Tree of Life the home of the virgin Lilith the sacred water spirit and the Birds of Paradise.Gilgamesh slays the dragon mistaking that it is going to eat the birds of paradise, Lilith runs away. Then Gilgamesh cuts down the Tree of Life to make a bed to seduce another Goddess.(ca 2500BC)(Dragon as protector of the virgin, birds of paradise, tree of life and the virgin nymph)

*The snakes are in this ancient image in my signature depicting the Tree of Life on a vessel from  Khafajeh in NE Baghdad (ca 2600 BC).(Serpent undulating in the limbs of the Tree of Life tamed and controlled)

*After Marduk slayed Tiamet who wanted to destroy the world, he wore the image of the tamed snake/ dragon and it became his totem. (1800BC)(The dragon becomes evil and "plans to destroy humanity".The saviour teaches us how to control it)

*And it is the symbol of Kundalini in the Hindu Vedantic Texts, too. (ca 900BC)(Mother Kundalini is the enlightener , the sacred corporeal energy)

*It was the snake beneath the Tree of Knowledge in the Garden of Eden and the snake around the tree too. (ca 600 BC)(The serpent as the seducer of Eve, the corruption of humanity, as Satan and as Lilith no longer the virgin of Gilgamesh but now the supposed false first wife of Adam and the supposed demon)
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« Reply #98 on: February 28, 2012, 08:10:59 AM »

Guardian Demon on Bill a worldwalker
the left physical eye belongs to the demon
sharp steely gray stone dragon
red veins

carapace of black emerald down the back of spine
3 dorsal spines per cauldron

each chakra has a tail and tendrils
one of fire, rock earth , water not air yet
there is a negative air a shadow smoke

the arms are a sword when spread at shoulder height from right to left
which have a red eye on the chest
the eye of a satan the accuser and punisher

the legs are wolf like in muscle and talons each a different colour energy


Guardian Angel changed into at will
the angel is equal in power to the GD
the right physical eye belongs to the angel

right wing golden
left wing silver
and both jeweled at shoulder elbow and wrist;

the right shoulder is topaz, the right elbow is sapphire the right wrist is ruby
the left shoulder is blue. the left elbow is topaz, the left wrist is emerald ,the left palm is  ruby

the legs are bright white and icy silver

the body is red and white

a crystal crown on each chakra
the fire consumes negative

the crown on the head appears like a nebula of stars held in place by the force of the chakras
a microcosm building up there

the eye on the throat is so bright it occludes the aura of the face currently
it is the eye of judgement
the hilt of the sword  is angelic the blade demonic
the consciousness lies between

demon accuses, angel judges . human freewill choice, demon punishes

This Guardian Demon is obedient to Godhead and will fight other demons that harm the innocent
it is not evil

"I am simply the hound I obey my orders nothing more I take no pleasure in the act I simply follow it out
the wicked are punished"

Michael the archangel appears wearing the face of the eagle
Raphael wears the face of the bull
Auriel wears the face of the lion
Gabriel wears the face of the angel

These are the guardian "demon" aspects of the principle archangels
they wear the sphinx when they must

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« Reply #99 on: March 01, 2012, 12:09:06 AM »

I met another one at this level this morning. The back of his body was a tortoise shell in black and silver. He had a barbed tip at the end of his tail. His legs and arms were like the other Arch/Guardian Demon above.  Neither had wings both had claws and an exoskeleton.

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